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Tears - Hoseok (comfort)

Hi guys, two updates within 24 hours! Also with this story, there is mentions of self-harm and blood. If you do not like that content or feel as though you are going to be triggered I suggest skipping this chapter then. Otherwise happy reading, I love you guys! ~Salty

Rating: M ( Blood, Self-harm)

The only sounds in her bathroom were the drips of her tears, and blood, hitting the tub. She was done with everything. Y/n had been done with life. She was over the fact that no one cared for her, no one loved her. She was only being used. Y/n had felt as though, she wasn't important. She could never go through with it though. One person had kept her there, the only person that did understand her.

So, instead, she let herself bleed, then she'd cover it as if it never happened. Y/n was home alone, waiting for her friend to come over. She was in love with him, she loved him. She loved everything about him, he was absolutely perfect. He knew when she was sad when she needed a laugh. He had always been there for her. He was only a friend though, he made sure he was clear about it.

But he did love her. He wanted her, but she only love him as a friend. At least that's what he thought. He knew about Y/n's doings. All the pain that she had gone through, she was so strong. She was someone he admired. He planned on telling Y/n how he really felt about her when he went over there. When he walked into her house it was empty. He had assumed her parents were out either working or just out.

Y/n had never been one for outgoing unless she was with him. He was always the light of the party. Literally, he has a nickname; Sunshine. Y/n's favorite nickname for him was Hobi, but that was his most common nickname, the second was J-hope. He was her hope for sure.

"Y/n?" He had waited for an answer before calling out again, "You here?"

Y/n quickly scrambled to grab a bandage to wrap her arm, "Uh, yeah I'm here... just uh- gimme a second Hobi!" she tried her best to sound calm, so she wouldn't give herself away. He couldn't know, it would break his heart, and that was the last thing Y/n wanted. She never wanted to hurt anyone, only herself.

Hoseok made his way upstairs excited to see Y/n. Opened the door to reveal an empty bedroom, so he assumed she was in the bathroom. Waiting for her he sat on the bed and scrolled through his phone. Y/n finished wrapping her arm, and pulling her shirt back on, made her way out to him.

"Hey Hobi, I didn't hear you at first," Y/n gave him a sheepish smile.

He only smiled at her, "It's quite alright," he scooted on the bed, motioning for her to join him, "well, do you want to watch a movie, or just chill? You seem tired today."

"Yeah, let's watch a movie, the new Batman came out so let's watch that," Y/n saw Hoseok visibly light up with excitement at the mention of Batman. He had always been into superheroes, even as a young child he loved them. Y/n did too, but her hero was Hoseok. Even if he didn't know it.

"Y/n?"

"Yeah?"

"Are you feeling okay?"

"I'm okay."

"Y/n, you can tell me. You seem off today, did something happen?"

"Nope, nothing. Just... just had difficulty sleeping, I'm fine Hobi." Y/n had given Hoseok a small tight-lipped smile when she said that. He knew something was wrong, he was going to find out. Hoseok had waited for y/n to fall asleep before getting up, he knew what he was doing was an invasion of privacy, but he just had to know. Y/n was Hoseok's everything, and he was determined to find out what was going on.