Our Secret

33

Saturday, June 11th

Sage💙

Today is the boys graduation party. I'm nervous as fuck, like I know ima be in the back but still. And then I do wanna show my face but can't cause if I do ima be under Sekani.

Me- "VON" I yelled from my room and he came in there

Von- "wassup"

Me- "i might be attached to you tonight"

Von- "what chu mean"

Me- "because i wanna show my face and i can't be under sekani. not yet"

Von- "ok, still not ready yet?"

Me- "no. do you think he thinks i don't love him because i'm not ready?"

Von- "no. do you?"

Me- "a little"

Von- "well he doesn't. like you said people knowin y'all together would bring drama and attention. he likes that it's chill right now. has anybody texted him on bullshit?"

Me- "no"

Von- "because they don't know who you are yet. as soon as they do allat is dead. you gon believe it?"

Me- "no, because it would only be because they know who i am now"

Von- "and sekani wants it to stay how it is as long as possible"

Me- "what kinda stuff do you think would be said to me"

Von- "they'll probably be on some shit tam bout he was talkin ta them a week ago an' he was at they house type shit then woulda probably say you ain't cute enough to have him. just bullshit that ain't true"

Me- "oh"

Von- "but y'all will be coo. he won't let shit happen that could fuck y'all up" I nodded my head

Von- "so what you gon wearrrr"

Me- "not like anybody gon see me forreal. but ion know" I said getting up and going to look through my closet and draws

Von- "wanna loose fit or tight?"

Me- "both" so we both started looking. We ended up coming up with an outfit together.

Von- "simple but it's cute"

Me- "yea. i hope i look ok in the pants"

Von- "sage, you're beautiful. whatever people said back then is false you just gotta believe that"

Me- "i know, i'm trying"

Von- "i know you are" he hugged me and left out my room then I called Sekani.

Sekani- "hey sexy"

Me- "hi" I greeted back smiling

Sekani- "what you doin"

Me- "just got done talking to von and we picked out an outfit for me"

Sekani- "what y'all talk about"

Me- "you"

Sekani- "what i do?"

Me- "nothin, just me overthinking"

Sekani- "talk to me" so I started talking to him about everything Von and I didn't.

Sekani- "well he's right, no i don't think you don't really love me and i like the fact that we have no drama right now. and when you're ready to make it public you'll know everything is a lie"

Me- "you got any kids?"

Sekani- "yup. lena and laxton wright"

Me- "crazy ex's?"