Life after (Newt x Reader)

Chpt 4: the ending no one deserved

Y/n's POV

It's been a month since Hazel died. I've not left my hut. I don't sleep. I just cry. I can hear a lot of commotion outside, they're having a meeting. To settle what to do and how to help. There's nothing they can do unless they can revive my 2 year old daughter. Newt is with me. Just cuddling me. Jasper hasn't been him since she died. "Mom die?" He asked. "No buddy moms here." Newt told him. Jasper clambered over to me and hugged me. He started sobbing. "Hazey wove you mom. She wove you." He told me. I couldn't speak. My heart just shattered. I cuddled him into me. I sang. For the first time since Hazel died. I sang their song. "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. You make happy when skies are grey, you'll never know dear how much I love you, please don't take my sunshine away." I sang. At that Newt broke down. He hasn't cried since she was buried. "Oh god. Oh god." He sobbed. I sat up and hugged him. He clung to me as if he was making sure I was there. I can't say much I check his and Jasper's pulse every night. Every ten minutes. I'm paranoid. But I promise I'll live. I'll live for her. Jasper fell asleep. Teresa came in. "Hello gorgeous" she cooed. But she seen the two cots and an empty one and I could see the tears build in her eyes. "I've been sent to say this and I highly disagree. Alby wonders if having another- baby. If uh- he wonders if that would maybe help." She told me. "No." I said sternly. "I will not replace my child." I growled. I was furious. "Where are you going?" Newt asked. But I walked out the door and straight to the meeting.
"Y/n how are you?" Alby smiled. "Don't you how are you me. You seriously think having another baby will help?! Alby I can hardly see Jasper! You want me to replace my daughter?! Are you crazy?!" I yelled. Gally stood by. "No That's not what I meant at all
Y/n I just wondered if it would help." He said gently. "HOW ON EARTH WOULD THAT HELP?!" Gally roared. "HER DAUGHTER IS GONE OH THAT MUST MEAN SHE WANTS ANOTHER BABY LETS SEE AND GRANT HER PERMISSION! ARE YOU STUPID?!" Gally roared again. Zart joined in and Fry was sat in a little ball. Hazel was his goddaughter, his partner in crime. He's lost. I went to fry and hugged him. We both broke down. Everyone stopped yelling. "I'm so so sorry Fry I'm sorry." I sobbed. He just hugged me and cried. After Fry had calmed I went back to Newt. "You ok?" He sniffled. "No. But that's something we have to deal with." I smiled lightly. "I love you." He told me.
"I love you more." I whispered climbing on top of him and cuddling into him. Since Hazel died, my whole world has been upside down, some days I can't even look at my son because he looks so much like her. I can't look at myself because she looked like me. But Newts eyes are the killer. She had his eyes. I dream about her every night. Smiling and giggling. Then her being buried comes in to it. And she's screaming for me under the dirt. The first night I went out and in panic and tried to dig up her grave but I fainted. Newt had came out and brought me back to the hut. Now the dreams are a constant reminder my beautiful baby is dead. Gally comes in to see me everyday and leaves crying. He thinks I don't know but I do. Hazel wouldn't want him to cry. "THE DOORS ARENT CLOSING! ITS NIGHT FALL WHY WONT THEY CLOSE!" I heard someone scream. Newt and I looked at each other. But then we heard the siren. "GRIEVERS IN THE GLADE! EVERYONE HIDE NOW!" Alby roared. Newt picked Jasper up and we ran. But, I watched as Zart got stung. I was frozen in horror. Fry, chuck- CHUCK. "NO NO!" I screamed running to Chuck. "Mom?" He asked. "No no no" I screamed. Then it happened. I felt a a horrible pain in my abdomen. I was stung. I didn't care. I brought Chuck to Alby. He had a vial with the cure. One left. The others were dead. Fry, Zart, Jeff, Clint.. everyone. He gave the cure to Chuck. "She's been stung too." Chuck told him. Alby looked at me and I nodded. "No. Don't you dare. DON'T YOU DARE NO!" Newt roared. He started sobbing. "No no Y/n tell me you weren't please please there's- there's no more cure. Please." He begged but I just cried. "I had to save him Newt- he's only a kid." I mumbled. Newt lifted my shirt. He found where I was stung. Everyone looked at me sadly. Teresa screamed. "NO I CANT- NO!" She screamed sobbing. Gally was gone into shock. Jasper didn't understand. "Jas, come here baby." I cooed he walked over. "Mom die?" He asked. "Yes baby" I told him. "Like Hazey?" He asked. "Yes darling" I smiled sadly. "No Mom I eed you." He whispered. "I'm sorry baby." I smiled as the tears started flowing. "You lot better get out. I'll be watching. You better keep my husband and son safe. And my brother and best friend. Minho. Minho come here." I spoke. Minho had thrown up with how much he cried. "I'm sorry." I whispered. "No. You're not dying Y/n. I won't let you. I refuse to let you die." He sobbed. "Please" he begged. "There's no more cure min min, there's nothing we can do. I love you and I know you'll be ok. I'm sorry." I cooed. "I'm sorry Y/n I'm so sorry." He sobbed hugging me. I went to Gally. "Hello big brother." I smiled. "No. No no no no I can't loose you too. Please I- I can't I need you." He gasped. "It's gonna be ok." I smiled. "I love you so much and I wish I could remember before this place. Keep them safe won't you? And yourself?" I smiled. He nodded. Then I went to Teresa. "And you. My best friend. My sunshine, my partner in crime. You will be just fine. You are so strong and perfect. I'll be watching down on you, I'll make sure you're alright." I smiled hugging her. Then to Newt. "My husband. Newt, never forget how much I love you. I love you now and on the other side. I'll take care of Hazel, you take care of Jasper ok? God I love you so so much and I'm sorry. You are perfect in every way and beautiful and kind. I'm sorry my baby." I said as I started sobbing. He kissed me. He just kept kissing me and kissing me. Memorising me. As I was him. "I love you Y/n. And I always will. My heart beats for you." He whispered sobbing. "Goodbye Newt." I smiled. I could feel it happening. The changing. "Hope, Chuck, take care of each other. You are my kids. Always have been and always will be. I love you two so much. Don't let each other go. I love you"
I sobbed hugging them. Alby's hand on my shoulder let me know. It was time to see my daughter again. "Bye." I sobbed to everyone. They all got up and hugged me. I picked my son up one last time and kissed my husband. "My beautiful boys. I love you." I told them as I followed Alby. He was sobbing as he did it but he had to kill me. No one else would and soon, I'd be insane.

Newt's POV

We knew. My beautiful wife was gone. We heard the sound of flesh being cut. I sobbed and sobbed and sobbed. We buried her next to Hazel. We had to leave the glade. Everything was ripped away from Me. My wife and daughter, they were home. The glade my friends. Jasper and I were alone again. We buried my wife the day after, I found some flowers and put them on her grave. Storm, copper, Chief, all of the pets lay on her grave for hours until we left. We got out. Jasper the pets and I got out safely. She was helping us. My beautiful beautiful Y/n. I love you.

The last battle.

Y/n's POV

I watched as my husband died. He went out the same way as me. Stung. Jasper had died a year earlier. Newt was the only one of our family left alive. But now he's coming to us too. I hate it. He had so much more life left in him. "Newt?" I whispered. "Y/n? Y/N!" He yelled running to me and kissing me, chief by his side. "Baby you have to go back." I told him. Although I know he won't. He'll refuse to become a crack and I don't blame him. "No. I'm home now. And I'm never leaving again." He smiled through his tears as our now 5 year olds ran to him. "DAD!" They yelled. Jasper is still as attached to me as ever. Hazel is still a daddy's girl. My family is together again. I just wish they hadn't- we hadn't died so soon. Chief fought with my husband until the bitter end. Our other pets had died during the first year of being out. Our broken family was whole again.

The end🫶🏻
(Sorry 🫤 kinda)