Chapter 38

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Iisang kwarto na may dalawang kama sana kami ni Vince kaso hindi iyon gusto ni Tita. Sumang ayon nalang din ako.




Sinamahan ko si Vince patungong guest room. Sinamahan niya rin kasi ako kaninang ilagay ang maleta ko sa kwarto. Hindi ko na nilabas ang mga gamit ko tutal alis na din naman kami bukas. Di naman kami mag-ta-tagal.




"I'm sorry about the fight infront of our food." I sighed. "Won't do it again. Promise." He sighed this time.




Nilapag niya ang bagahe niya sa may sahig pagkatapos nun ay tinanggal niya na ang kanyang mga sapatos para makapagpahinga.




"Just call me through my number if ever you had something in your mind that you want." Sabi ko at lumabas na sa kanyang kuwarto para makapagbihis na ng pambahay.




"Let's talk, Ash." Salubong ni Tita saakin nang papunta ako sa kuwarto ko.




Gusto ko nang magpahinga. Haystt naman talaga.




"Can I atleast rest first, Tita? I'm really really tired of the day." I sighed.





"I can't wait until the sun rises again, Asher! I just want to know if you two had a...fucking...thing! Tell me!" Sigaw siya nang naka abot kami sa pintuan ng dati kong kwarto. "I'll ruin you two." Banta niya.





I smirked at her. Ha! Uto-uto!





"How would you ruin us? Were not even together." Bahagya akong natawa. "You should research more about us then, huh?..." I smirked at my words. "Bitter! Get married!" I spat before I opened my door and immediately go inside so that she won't bother me anymore.





Bitter lang siya! Ba't kasi hindi nag-mahal? Bakit hanggang ngayon...wala pa rin siyang asawa?





Hanapan ko kaya no?






Nag suot ako ng pajamas at sando bago humiga...





Natulog nalang ako para mabawasan ng kahit kaonti man lang ang iniisip ko.





Nagising ako gabi na dito. 2 ako nang natulog at 6 na nang nagising ako. 4hours sleep. Kulang pa! Napaka dami kong ino-overthink.







Dapat habang buhay na pahinga!






Huminga ako ng malalim bago bumaba sa bonggang staircase dito sa mansion.







Inaayos ko ang damit ko habang bumababa sa hagdanan, at nang inangat ko ang aking tingin...I was shocked on what I saw and also heard.







"What is with you two? Relationship perhaps?" Nabigla ako sa tanong ni Tita kay Vince.







Naka-upo sila sa magka-tapat na sofa, hindi sila malayo at hindi rin malapit sa isa't isa...







I was busy watching them and I also heard what Vince answered...







"She's my friend." He said.








Tita nodded and got a sip on his tea. Ano? Lumamig na ba ang sistema mo?







"Tita." Mahinahon kong sambit. Her eyes widened as she looked at me on his back. Habang naglalakad ako kanina natanaw na ako ni Vince... No wonder he smiled at me.







"O-oh...y-you're awake." Nag-aalinlangan ang ngiti ni Tita. Sa tingin ko hindi ko yun narinig ha?







"Tell her, Vince." I smirked. "Pag-iinitin ko ang ulo mo." I whispered at Tita bago ako pumunta sa kay Vince.







"What are you doing?" He whispered as I hold his hand.







"We're engaged." Sabi ko ng seryoso.







"Asher," Sabi ni Vince.







"No!" Agad namang sabi ni Tita.







Naniwala pa nga...








"Tell m-me it's n-not true." Tinuro niya si Vince.







"Come on." I urged Vince. Sabayan mo!







"Ma'am...its not true." He sighed at tsaka binitawan ang kamay ko.







Sakit non a. Tagos sa heart.







"What?!" I shouted at him. I cannot believe this shit!







"Were not engaged, Calli." He said. "Its not good to play other's feelings." Sabi niya.








"She's Cally too!" Sabi ko. Totoo naman a. Cally ang kanya Calli ang sakin. Kung bakit ba kasi ako naipangalan sa kanya!







Gusto ko lang naman na lokohin si Tita pero hindi natuloy kasi inamin agad ni Vince na hindi totoo.







He has a point...its not nice to play other's feelings...pero sana naman...sumabay kana rin minsan!







Ang saya na sana eh! Corny ka bonding.







Nag-walk out nalang ako. Failed na rin naman. Binitawan pa ang kamay ko.







It was like rejecting me and it stings a lot. I've never been rejected by anyone! It hurt my record in boys.







Pag umuuwi si Hazhell na lalaki niya galing bar, ako din naman ang natitipuhan!







"Fuck it!" I swear at the air as I entered my room. Nakakabanas!







Hindi na ako nag-dinner sa gabing iyon kasi natulog nalang ako.







Nakakapagod ang buhay. Minsan I thought of ending it kasi I can't handle it anymore. Ang sakit sakit din ng lahat.








"Ang corny mo!" Sigaw ko sa hangin...nakaka-walang gana kasama!








I should've gone to Tromso already not having a drama like this at think effing mansion.








Sabagay...Tita was gullible. She loves people with money. She always thinks that money can buy happiness...well sometimes it does feels like much happier than ever of you have the money....








Like girl...you can buy a lot of things with that...as long as you are using your own money...









Ang sama lang talaga ng pakiramdam ko na... I'm more spoiler than her...she always give me my needs. And guess what? On my birthday she bought me a car pero nasa Pinas. She told me I can use it daw pag umuwi ako...hindi nga ako sigurado kung uuwi pa ba ako.








I'm studying peacefully. I'll be soon successful like my family. I could never ask for more. Thank you, God. I know I don't deserve these things but gladly you made me think I deserve everything...








Ang saya saya ko na sa puntong wala na akong ibang inaalala kundi ang sarili ko. Ni wala na akong minahal kundi ang sarili ko lamang. It's so great that God has given me the time to fulfill the needs of myself. He gave everything I didn't expect and don't deserve...ganoon niya ako kamahal at wala na akong hihilingin pa kundi ang manatiling mapayapa ang aking buhay...








I've been thankful to God ever since na-realize kong ang payapa na ng buhay ko...








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