Chapter 30

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Kung sakaling babalik man ako, for sure, matagal pa iyon. Going back is not on my plan right now. My plan is to just study and graduate, after that I'll build a firm, named by my own surname.













I don't rush things. Maybe that plan will come soon, when I'm successful? But when will I be successful in life?, In love?













"'Saka na." I sighed.

















Ang hirap mag desisyon. Lalo kung nape-pressure ka. Marami silang ine-expect kaso wala kang napapatunayan.















We talked more about, like, everything that happened through the whole year. Ang daldal niya. Halos hindi ko na maisingit ang istorya ng buhay ko.














Napaka saya ko nga kasi alam ko na may matatakbuhan parin ako kahit papano. Kaya parin nila akong pasayahin kahit na alam ko na mismong sarili ko ay hindi ko kayang pasayahin.












Ayos na saakin iyon. Ang importante may matatakbuhan ako.
















Hindi pala kasi ako strong.













I'm not good enough just like others. Maybe half?














Swerte? Kung iyan ang pag-uusapan...pwes sa pamilya lang ako swerte. Luck is sometimes in money.














Makakapag-aral ka kapag may pera ka. You can do anything you want. And also buy anything you want.














Mom and Dad always put some money on my bank. And I'm so thankful to them that I am still able to eat three times a day. Akalain mo iyon. Sa school lang ako naghihirap tapos may pera na ako?















All I ask, is that one day, I will be able to give what they've had given me from my birth and for the future. Sisigururaduhin kong mababayaran ko lahat ang utang ko sa kanila, lulubus lubisin ko na.













I know that they don't want an exchange, but for me, its a no, they are the one who put me in here, and being successful is the key to make them happy and also to make myself proud.














I washed the dishes after I drank my coffee. Gusto ko sanang lumabas kaso napaka-lamig. Maybe I can go outside and look for a restaurant with ramen.














Mag-aalas tres na ng hapon at hindi pa ako nakakalabas. I wonder that when will the 'guy stranger' will come back?...













Hana...Dul...Set












I already counted to three that means he'll not come tonight. Maybe tommorow? Can I just visit his condominium? But I don't know. Bakit ba kasi hindi ko tinanong?













By the way, he's literally handsome.














My phone beeped for a notification. I wonder who it is, maybe 'Mr. Guy Stranger'?"













Heaven:

Umuwi ka na. Sagot ko na flight mo, nasabi ko na kay Dad :)













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