TW: Self Harm
Chapter 5:
I'm gonna clean them off, and it's gonna sting. It looks like theres a lot. Your whole arm is covered, or both arms really. What did you do this with? It looks bad." I asked, my voice caring and soft.
"I took a razor blade. I'm so sorry" She was so upset, and her arms were so tiny, you could see the knots in her elbow bone.
"Don't apologize, I understand," I put the hydrogen peroxide on the cuts and put pressure on the ones that were bleeding.
"I just feel like a fuck-up. I never meant to do this, I just meant to get some relief and soothe the nerves.I just carried away." She once again had tears streaming down her face.
"It's ok. Now I am going to bandage them. I have to gauze your entire arm, and butterfly bandage the actual cuts. You won't be able to wear short sleeves for a while, except around me and dallon. You can have anything thats mine in the wardrobe closet, or I can take you shopping. But if you don't want people to know I would change you wardrobe.
"I know. I'm so glad you were able to help. Thank you. It means so much. He arms were bandaged with gauze from top to bottom. I gave her another t-shirt, and let her lay down. I went to talk to her band mates as she fell asleep on the couch, sweat pants and my t-shirt. There was a few spots of blood on the bandages.
Gathering up her things, I brought them on the bus, after informing her bandmates. I woke her up to say she could spend the night in my bunk, after I got out my blanket and slept on the bench.
She woke me up at 6:00 am. "Brendon- I just want you to know how much I care about you. How much you've done for me. I really really really like you. " "I may even love you."
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