puppy love:
the first kind of romantic love we feel as teenagers.
In which two teenagers fall in love and change each other, not knowing that sometimes that change isn't a good thing.
Read if you like something that's sort of a slow burn but not re...
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Where is my mind- pixies ———————————————————————— It was the day after the whole ordeal with Lilith's depressive episode. She was still stuck in it, but feeling slightly more productive today, sat on the couch in her comfies (pyjamas) with Suze and Lexi on the other couch, and Maddy next to her.
They were all watching a random movie on the tv and eating popcorn, content in themselves and their surroundings.
Lilith looked down at her bowl of popcorn, sighing as she played around with the little fluffy kernels of sweet and salty goodness.
"Whatsup babydoll?" Maddy asked softly from beside her, gently shaking the girls leg a bit to get her attention.
Lilith looked up, mentally scolding herself for what she was about to ask.
"How do you know when you like someone." She asked, pursing herself after and watching as maddy raised her eyebrows, lexi and Suze also now focused on the conversation.
"Does he make you feel warm and fuzzy when you're with him?" Maddy asked. Lilith just nodded her head yes and waited for maddy to continue.
"Do you feel like you can trust him with anything and everything, and like he'll protect you from everything that comes your way?" She said, making lilith nod yes again.
"Does he make your stomach do somersaults and your heartbeat quicken and your palms go sweaty?" Another nod yes. "Does the mere thought of him make you wanna smile and laugh and throw parties and roll around giggling like a giddy schoolgirl?"
Lilith nodded yes again, waiting in anticipation.
"Oh baby, you don't like that kid." Maddy sighed, looking down and picking up a piece of popcorn, eating it before looking up at Lilith's perplexed expression.
"You love him."
——————————— After Maddy had told lilith she infact loved ashtray, she'd waited to the end of the movie and instantly ran upstairs, throwing her clothes on, doing her usual makeup and brushing her hair before running downstairs, pulling her shoes on and leaving the house.
She needed a walk, she was still depressed as shit and she needed fresh air. But, she also needed to see her two favourite white boys, so she decided that a walk to the store was the best idea.
She heard her phone ding in her back pocket as she walked along the path, pulling it out and instantly grinning at the notification that lit up her phone.
Ash❤️ Yo shawty, how u feelin today beautiful?
Her cheeks heated up and she grinned at the new nickname. Beautiful! He thinks I'm beautiful! She ogled to herself before clearing her throat, still grinning as she typed a response. Shawty📌🫶🏻 Hey handsome! I'm doing a better today. Mind if I pop to the store to see u? Gotta get some fresh air n whatever :)
