Jupiter and Mars- ardn
————————————————————
After their little after school outing, Lilith and ash decided to go back to Suze's, as that was closer and they were both shattered the night beforehand.So, now here they were, sat in Lilith's bed, watching American horror story on her tv while munching a bowl of popcorn between them.
"Yo ion understand why Vivian ain't jus leave Ben bruh, he a whole weirdo." Ash sighed, shaking his head as Lilith giggled, shoving a few bits of popcorn in her mouth as she did so.
"Because he's abusive and manipulative, he basically gaslit her into staying with him." Lilith explained, ash nodding slowly as he tried to follow what she was saying. "And then violet d- wait we haven't got to that part yet, my bad. You'll see how it all pans out eventually." she giggled, shaking her head before getting comfortable again and playing the next episode.
They both watched, completely enticed by the episode as they ate their popcorn absentmindedly, nothing to be heard but the sound of screams and Tate Langdon's voice coming from the tv.
They stayed like that for hours, accepting the occasional fresh bowl of snacks or drinks given to them by cassie or Suze as they binged Lilith's favourite show.
Hours passed, literally so many hours, before ash took a deep breath and sighed, rubbing his face in exasperation as he looked at his girlfriend with wide-ish eyes.
"Holy fuck- that shits deep. You watch that shi and genuinely enjoy it?" Ash asked, making Lilith nod and smile.
"Yeah! There's something weirdly comforting about it you know? Plus I totally have a crush on Evan peters in his Tate Langdon era, it was so hot." The smaller girl laughed, shoving more food into her mouth as her boyfriends eyebrows knitted together.
"He's literally a psycho wha- whatever I'm so much hotter." Ash smirked, rolling his eyes at his girlfriends childlike obsession with the celebrity.
"It wasn't even him! It was the house, it possessed him ash!" Lilith defending, throwing her arms up in mock exhaustion as her boyfriend chuckled and shook his head.
"Yeah yeah, you jus sayin dat cuz you don't wanna admit yo fictional boyfriend is a psychotic creep." He sneered, munching a few snacks before placing the bowl down on Lilith's bedside table, turning back to her and pulling her on top of him so she was straddling him.
A deep blush spread across her cheeks, as she gulped and placed her hands on his chest to keep her balance.
"Plus, as I said, I'm way hotter." Ash pulled her arms from off his chest, making her fall forward before he caught her, their faces merely centimetres apart now.
She whispered a small "fuck", realising she was in a pretty risky position.
She felt ash trail a finger down the small spaghetti strap of her bikini top. The weather today had been particularly hot, so she'd worn something quite revealing and light, same for him being entirely shirtless, both unbeknownst to the fact they'd be in this position a few hours later.
"What's wrong princess?" Ash whispered, eyes boring into her face as they trailed over her features. Her eyes, her cheeks which were covered in a deep blush, her eyebrows, her light spread of freckles, and then her lips.
They looked so inviting. Like they were screaming out to him.
Lilith let out a shaky breath at the feeling of being under his gaze, before she smirked, brushing her lips almost featherlight against his, teasing him further.
She didn't respond to what he'd previously said, instead focusing on her own movements because one inch in any direction would land them in a VERY stick situation. Literally.
"Cat got your tongue?" Ash quirked, before pressing a way too soft kiss to the girls lips, pulling back after a few seconds. He heard her whine slightly at the lack of affection, before she leaned down and smashed his lips to his, the kiss instantly being passionate and desperate, as if both of them were fighting for some sort of dominance.
Lilith was so obsessed with him, the feeling of his hands trailing all over her body sending electric shocks through her veins, driving her crazy.
She moved her kisses from his lips to his cheek, to his jawline, down to his neck, moving around until she found his sweet spot and sucked, lightly at first but getting harder as time went on. She felt him tense under her, small groans of satisfaction leaving him as his eyes closed and a small smirk tugged at his lips, his hands landing on her hips, dangerously close to her ass.
He felt her body shuffled on top of his, before she landed right there, and she pulled back slightly, eyes widening as she giggled.
"Well damn, is that a glock in your pocket or are you just happy to be wit me right now?" She smirked, making him roll his eyes and lean up, capturing her lips in his again.
"Don't ruin the moment bitch." He mumbled against her lips, one hand wrapping around the back of her neck as he pulled her down properly again, the other hand still resting dangerously low on her body as the kiss intensified all over again.
—————————
Lilith laid against ash, drawing circles on his chest as she got comfy, only in her undergarments.
Now, everyone knows what you're thinking, and no, they didn't have sex. But they did have an insanely heated makeout session, hickeys and love bites littered all over ash's neck and chest, the same for Lilith and pretty much everywhere above her mid-thigh.
They didn't even go further than kisses and hickeys and small, abrupt brushes and touches. They were in love, yes, and they were confident in themselves and each other, yes, but currently they still weren't fully ready to take it any further than where they were at.
Obviously they wanted to, but there was way more important things to think about than the sex life of two drug dealing teenagers.
Regardless, they were comfortable with each other, they were comfortable laying there in merely nothing but underwear, skin to skin as if nothing in the world would ever come between them. Something about the way they loved each other was intoxicating for the both of them.
Sure, they were ever so slightly toxic at times, but they were so madly in love that it had blinded them. And that was all that mattered to them. Each other.
Because, what better love than your first love, right?
Authors note;
I keep ending the chapters as if it's the end of the story I deeply apologise. Nowhere near the end yet rip.
Also I released a new story, infatuated (a fezco fanfic) so pls go read that lol <3Word count: 1142
YOU ARE READING
stay high // ashtray
Fanfictionpuppy love: the first kind of romantic love we feel as teenagers. In which two teenagers fall in love and change each other, not knowing that sometimes that change isn't a good thing. Read if you like something that's sort of a slow burn but not re...