R u mine- Arctic monkeys
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Lilith stood there for what felt like an hour, but was actually 10 seconds, before backing away slightly, ashtray turning around in shock, his eyes meeting hers as he instantly stood back from the blonde, opening his mouth to speak."Shawty I can ex-" he started, before she slammed the bathroom door in his face and started to walk back down the empty hall, music blaring from ahead of her as her mind moved at 100mph.
She watched the blonde bimbo run past her from behind hurriedly, stopping for a second to stare at the girl before continuing to walk her own way back.
"Lils stop fuckin walkin and let me explain ma!" She heard ashtray yell from behind her, just flipping him off over her shoulder as she continued to walk, swaying her hips slightly with every step she took, taking a long drink of the alcohol in the cup that still stayed situated in her hand.
"Stop fuckin walkin ma I need to fuckin talk to you about this shit." Ash said, suddenly grabbing her hand and spinning her around.
"What, ash? I walked in on you fuckin swapping spit with the same bitch you told me ion need to worry about last night, fuck do you want me to say??" Lilith screamed, pushing him back slightly with anger and hurt written across her face in big bold letters.
"I thought you didn't give a fuck? What I do ain't ur business is it?? You said you ain't jealous, you acting like you don't give a fuck about me anyway grindin on some random fuckin guy in the middle of a good 50 people. Fuck do u want me to do, lils?" He shouted back, easily matching her energy.
That was the thing about them. They had the same horrendously short temper.
"Oh fuck off ash! Seriously, it was a fuckin dance! Doesn't mean I didn't fuckin cut him off after anyway!! He tried to hit on me, took it way too far n shit so I got rid of him!! Not that you give a fuck, you're too busy shoving your tongue down some blonde bimbos throat to even know this shi!" Lilith yelled before turning and starting to walk away again, feeling his hand grab hers softly.
The soft touch was a huge difference from the way he sounded and looked right now. If looks could kill, holy shit she'd be done for within seconds.
"What the fuck is your problem at the moment, ma?" He shouted, still holding her hand as his eyes pleaded her for some sort of answer.
Her behaviour towards him was so weird. One minute she'd be all cuddled up to him, next minute she'd be crying in his arms, then she'd stop talking to him for days, and now she was screaming at him for kissing someone when they weren't even dating!
"It doesn't fucking matter, ashtray! We're just friends, so fuck off back to fuckin barbie and leave me out yo shit from now on." She spat, putting an emphasis on the "just friends", before ripping her hand out of his and walking away.
He stood, dumbfounded for a few seconds. He knew he'd fucked up by kissing the blonde girl, but by no means did he intend on Lilith seeing, and I'm absolutely no way possible did he imagine she'd react this way anyway.
It hurt his heart a bit, asking himself if that was the end of him and Lilith.
Did she just break up with me when we aren't even dating? Was that actually a friendship breakup?? He thought to himself, leaning against the wall for a few seconds before composing himself and walking off to find Fezco and Lexi. He desperately needed a blunt, and had left all his rolling stuff with them.
As he found the two elders, he sighed, flopping down on a couch between them and looking at Fezco, deadpanned. "I need a fuckin blunt, like right now bro." He mumbled, making fezco frown a bit and nod.
"Forsure man, what happened? Seem tense as fuck right now." Fezco responded, sharing a look of concern with Lexi as ashtray took his rolling tray from fezco and started to roll a blunt.
"Ion wanna talk about it man, some fuckin bullshit." Ash mumbled, before carrying on wit the roll, slumping back into the couch when he was done and lighting it up, taking a really long, really needed drag from it, closing his eyes and sighing.
What the fuck are you doing to me, Lilith?
Authors note;
Slightly shorted chapter but I didn't feel like I needed to say much for this one.
Might start trying to make the next chapters shorter as well, im worried I drag them on too much lol, thoughts?Word count: 809
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