Chapter 14: First (Westley's PoV)

2 3 0
                                    

Here I was, all by my self, as I felt like I could not sleep what so ever, all at the exact same time too, as I did in fact feel like I did in fact need to calm my self down right now, all at the exact same time too, but I also felt like my heart was pumping like crazy. I knew that I could not be in bed with Megan right now, as I was sure that she was in fact a little bit hurt about it.
If I was not going to lie to my self either, I was in fact sure that she too was not able to sleep right now, due to the fact that I was in fact not by her side right now, all at the exact same time to. I kind of felt a little bit bad for it, but I also did not want to be rolling around in the bed, waking her up all night, all at the exact same time too. That would only make things worse for the both of us, all at the exact same time too, at that, never the less.
As I did in fact kind of just stand there, and I did in fact stare at the wall for quite a bit of some time, I then began to start to look over to the window, as I then did in fact begin to start to look at the dark city that was in fact in front of me right now, all at the exact same time as well, none the less. I felt like I was tired of it all, as this did in fact seem like a good idea, as to the fact that we were in fact going to try to go and save the world, none the less.
I just was not all too sure as to just how it was that we were even going to save the world in the very first place any ways, as it felt like it was in fact already ruined, all at the exact same time too, none the less. For all that it was that I felt like could in fact happen, was that we were only going to make it worse for us, none the less. For all that it was that I knew, we could in fact give away our location to then under ground city that we did in fact live it, all at the exact same time too, to the rulers of the world that were in fact above us all, all at the exact same time too.
That was the part that scared me about it all, if I was not going to lie to my self either. I did not really have a fear of dying what so ever, if I was in fact not going to lie to my self either. I had a fear of dying on the fact that it would in fact hurt my girl Megan, all at the exact same time too. I was not all too sure if just what it was that was going to happen to her, if it was that she was in fact going to lose me, all at the exact same time too.
I did my best to just try to not think on that too much, all at the exact same time too, as I felt like I needed to think positive right now, and that I did in fact need to think on the fact that this was in fact all going to end up going good for us all, all at the exact same time too, never the less. As I then did in fact kind of begin to start to breath in quite a bit of a soft sigh to my self all of the sudden, all at the exact same time too, I just kind of shook my head a little bit to my self, all at once.
I knew that I needed to calm my self down, and that I did in fact not need to worry about it at all, all at the exact same time too. I knew that this was in fact going to happen no matter what, whether or not we be there for it or not, all at the exact same time too, none the less. So the only real question was to me at this point, all at the exact same time too, was the fact on whether or not I was in fact ready to be there for it, all at the exact same time too.
Was I going to be one of the 10 people that were going to save the world? I was not all too sure if I was not going to lie to my self either, as I did in fact do my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too. As I did in fact kind of just stand there, and I then did in fact stare for a little bit longer, I in the end, did in fact get my mind, and I did in fact get my focus off of all of the rest of those other thoughts that I had in fact even been thinking on long before now, never the less.
I knew that every thing was going to end up being fine, all at the exact same time too, so long as it was that I did in fact have my girl Megan by my side, none the less, at that. I just kind of began to start to breath in quite a bit of a calm, and quite a bit of a relaxed sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too. Now it felt like I could in fact fall asleep, all at the exact same time too, now that it was that I did in fact have some thing to ease all of those other thoughts that had in fact been in my head long before now, all at the exact same time too, never the less.
I did my best to just try to get my mind, and to get my focus off of all of that other stuff, once again, all at once. I then began to start to breath in a little bit of a soft sigh to my self all of the supreme, all at once, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to speak to my self a little bit quietly, all at the exact same time too.
"Just let it all rest... Every thing will be fine Westley, this is your chance to be great... Don't blow it..." I said to my self, all at the exact same time too, as it was in fact exactly how it was that I was in fact feeling right now, all at the exact same time too. I felt like I messed up on every thing that it was that I had in fact done in my life up to this point, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that this was in fact my real chance to do some thing with it all, all at the exact same time too.
I knew that I did in fact need to be strong, all at the exact same time as well, as in the end, I then did in fact eventually begin to start to get my mind, and I then did in fact begin to start to get my focus off of all of the rest of those other thoughts that I had in fact even been thinking on long before now, once again. I then began to start to breath in quite a bit calm, and quite a bit of soothing to my self, all at once. It did not take me all too much longer to be able to fall asleep after that, all at the exact same time too.

The Mad Scientist (Book 1)Where stories live. Discover now