HELLACIOUS VENGEANCE

Chapter 23: Cry me a river.

Cry me a river by Justin Timberlake

Mark Bonjie's POV

Loving you is my greatest regret.

Loving you is my greatest regret.

Loving you is my greatest regret.

Loving you is my greatest regret.

Loving you is my greatest regret.

Paulit-ulit bumabalik sa isip ko ang masakit na sinabi ni Ella sakin. Andito ako sa bar nagpapakalasing. Narinig ko may kumanta ng My love ng Westlife. Ang paboritong banda ni Daniella Maxine Cortex. Tumingin ako sa binatang emosyanal na kumakanta habanng nakatingin sa isang dalaga sa harap niya.

And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
I hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again my love
Overseas from coast to coast
And find a place I love the most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again
My love

I remembered Daniella's smile, laugh, her tight hugs and sweet kisses. I remembered our past. Kung papano ko siya susuyuin pag nagtatampo, at nagagalit. Uminom na ulit ako.

And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far
And so I say a little prayer
I hope my dreams will take me there
Dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again my love
Overseas from coast to coast
And find a place I love the most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again
My love

Nagpalakpakan ang mga nanonood. Tumayo ako at pumunta doon sa pwesto na kinantahan ng binata.

"Mic test..... I dedicate this song to my one and only love. I'm so sorry for hurting you love. I'm so sorry for everything. If you just gave me the chance to explain everything. But I think it's already to late. You already have someone else. But I still love you. And I will never stop loving you Daniella Maxine Cortex. I will love you 'til my last breath." malungkot na saad ko at ngumiti. Nag strum ako sa guitar ko.

You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down, no

Ang pinakamasakit ay narinig ko na nagsisi kang mahalin ako. Am I selfish if I still hold on to us?

You don't have to say, what you did
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance
For you and me
There'll never be
And don't it make you sad about it?
You told me you love me
Why did you leave me all alone?
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me on the phone
Girl, I refuse
You must have me confused with some other guy
The bridges were burned
Now it's your turn, to cry
Cry me a river
Cry me a river
Cry me a river
Cry me a river (yeah, yeah)

Gustong gusto Kong ipilit ang tayo. Pero paano ko gagawin yun? Ikaw ang lakas at kahinaan ko. How can I say I want us to be okay without you getting angry? Paano ko hihingin ang isang bagay na sinayang ko?

You know that they say that some things are better left unsaid
And it wasn't like you only talked to him and you know it
Don't act like you don't know it
And all of these things people told me
Keep messin' with my head (messin' with my head)
Should've picked honesty
Then you may not have blown it (yeah)

Kahit ang masaktan ay para akong walang karapatan. Lahat ng ginawa ko noon ay kaduwagan alam ko pero yun lang talaga ang tanging paraan para maging ligtas Ang buhay mo.

You don't have to say (don't have to say)
What you did (what you did)
I already know (I already know)
I found out from him (uh)
Now there's just no chance (no chance)
For you and me (you and me)
There'll never be
Don't it make you sad about it?
You told me you love me
Why did you leave me all alone (all alone)
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me on the phone (when you call me on the phone)

I really hate goodbyes love. Pero I think I need to give "us" up.  Kasi kahit anong laban ko hindi na ako mananalo. Hindi mo na ako mahal at sumuko ka narin.

Girl, I refuse
You must have me confused with some other guy (I'm not like them baby)
The bridges were burned
Now it's your turn (it's your turn) to cry
So cry me a river (go on and just)
Cry me a river (go on and just)
Cry me a river (baby, go on and just)
Cry me a river (yeah, yeah)
Oh (oh!)

Sana maging masaya ka na sa piling ng iba.

The damage is done, so I guess I be leaving
Oh (oh!)
The damage is done, so I guess I be leaving
Oh (oh!)
The damage is done, so I guess I be leaving
Oh (oh!)
The damage is done, so I guess I be, leaving

Pangako kahit sa huling hininga ko ay ikaw parin ang iibigin ko.

You don't have to say (you don't have to say)
What you did (what you did)
I already know (I already know)
I found out from him (uh)
Now there's just no chance (no chance)
For you and me (you and me)
There'll never be
Don't it make you sad about it?
Cry me a river (go on and just)
Cry me a river (baby, go on and just)
Cry me a river (you can go on and just)
Cry me a river (yeah, yeah)
Cry me a river (baby, go on and just)
Cry me a river (go on and just)
Cry me a river (come on baby, cry)

I love you so much Daniella Maxine Cortex

Cry me a river (I don't wanna cry no more, yeah yeah)
Cry me a river
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river (cry me, cry me) oh
Cry me a river (cry me, cry me) oh
Cry me a river (cry me, cry me) oh
Cry me a river (cry me, cry me) oh
Cry me a river (cry me, cry me) oh
Cry me a river (cry me, cry me) oh
Cry me a river (cry me, cry me)

And my heart will continue crying a river. Natapos ako sa pagkanta at nakita ko na may ibang lumuluha at narinig ko mga palakpak. Ngumiti ako sa kanila at nagbayad sa ininom ko at umalis na. Papalabas na ako ng bar ngunit may nakabangga ako.

"Pasensiya na." paumanhin ko. Tinitigan ako ng isang bata. Kung titigan ko siya ay kaedad niya ang anak ko. My Lenzey. I sighed. How I missed her.

" I have a question." seryosong saad niya. Namumula nadin ang mukha niya. Tumango ako para ibato niya ang tanong. "Bakit kilala mo si Daniella Maxine Cortex?" halos pabulong na tanong niya. I frowned at her question.

" Ikaw bakit mo siya kilala?" balik tanong ko. Hindi siya umimik. Kaya wala akong nagawa kundi sagutin siya. "She's my ex. She's my everything."mapait na saad ko. I saw how her eyes blink. Hindi ko rin ma explain kung bakit magaan ang loob ko sa kanya. Niyakap niya ako at umalis na. Nagulat ako sa ginawa niya pero parang nakilala siya ng puso ko. Hindi ko nalang pinansin at tuluyan na akong umalis.