🎶 I'mma steal your heart away
You are gonna love me
You won't even know what hit ya till I'm baring my teeth 🎶
Where Johnny and Ten are both part of different criminal organizations, and Johnny is tasked with killing Ten.
This is my first full sto...
So I know I said that my update schedule would be back to normal soon, but a lot of things have been happening to me lately, and I just wanted y'all to know why I haven't updated regularly.
If you've read the previous chapters, which I'm assuming you have, then you'll know that I've been struggling with my mental health lately. It didn't get this bad until I had a bad falling out with a best friend that I thought would be with me forever. That kinda started a downward spiral of my emotions, and it felt like I was standing on the edge of a cliff, and that fallout was the final push to make me lose my footing.
Ever since the feelings that I have been experiencing started, my mom told me that she would take me to the ER if it got to be too much. So this Sunday, after 6 months, I went to the ER. They determined that I was at a moderate risk, and sent me home with resources to call to get a diagnosis.
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I feel better, because I think I just needed someone that could help to actually give a shit about how I've been feeling. I'm going to be evaluated by a psychiatrist tomorrow, but I most likely won't share the results since while I'm happy to be evaluated, it also means accepting the fact that there's something wrong with me.
Now those of you who follow me and who look at my message board might be wondering "angel_mingi if you're feeling so bad why are you always posting on your board?"
My board is like free therapy for me. I love interacting with those who choose to talk to me. It brings me happiness and a sense of that I've found a community that accepts me with all my flaws.
With all that said, I probably won't update the book for a most a couple more weeks. I have at chapter written out, but I'm not that happy with it so I'll probably go back and rewrite it. I appreciate your patience and support as I try to get through this difficult time.
Also thank you sooooo much for over 300 reads on this book. Let's get to 400!!! 💕💕💕
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I've gotten this far, and I haven't been to an ATEEZ concert and fansign yet, so I think I'll just keep putting one foot in front of the other.
