Grown to hate

Story clarifications

Basically, this fanfic is based on the common question of "what if Asta grew up with Licita?" That bothered me and I just wanted to make a fanfic based on my answer to this question. I know I have a similar fanfic where this happens, but there are 2 original characters who kinda change the outcome of what would happen in this story.
1. Licita raises Asta (a given)
2. Liebe sees Asta as his older brother.
3. Asta develops somewhat psychotic tendencies due to childhood trauma. (An edgy Asta)
4. Noelles and Yunos development will be heavily influenced by all of this. (Not positively, but they'll still be able to grow.)
5. Asta hates the black bulls.
6. Asta has a strong hate for Noelle because of their first interaction.
7. Asta and Nozel will have some type of deal going on.
8. Asta does not hesitate to kill.
9. Asta reunites with Liebe when he's 15 and gets his grimoire.
10. Astas response to Licitas death will be sad af. Shits making me cry as I'm writing the draft. :(
11. Idk what ship to go with, but I'm kinda leaning towards Astelle because I am an astelle shipper myself and there will be some good development going on.
12. This shit is gonna be dark because I love making my stories dark. Not the normal cannon stuff that happens, but the changes due to Licitas decision will be very dark. Take this as an example: Noelle realizes she's pregnant during the heart kingdom and doesn't tell Asta. Vanica invades and wins that fight, the fight leaves Noelle injured but like cannon she's taken in by the elves. The elves tell her that she's fine, but the baby she carried is gone. Obviously as any sane woman, Noelle gets emotionally destroyed hearing that and later blames Asta for leaving her. (She can't think rationally anymore because of her emotions.) Asta is surprised to hear Noelle was preggers and the miscarriage destroys him as well. Ruin that relationship, and I don't know if they could go back to normal either because Asta isn't the best with handling emotional people. (In this fanfic that is)
13. Asta and Liebe will get into an argument and Asta literally starts blaming Liebe for killing Licita. That breaks Liebes heart and he just stops speaking with Asta for a long time.
14. Pretty much it, this fanfics chapters will be shorter because pacing reasons. My full attention is really going for the boy without magic because that's my first fanfic.