𝙋𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙋𝙖𝙧𝙠𝙚𝙧 𝙭 𝙔/𝙣 𝙈𝙖𝙭𝙞𝙢𝙤𝙛𝙛

Chapter 18: Another chance

word count: 1,643

A/n: I'm sorry I haven't published in a while, I've just been really busy with school, and testing. And I'm also sorry if this chapter seems a little bit copied, I do not take credit for some of the dialogue in this chapter some of it is from Avengers Endgame and some of it is original. Don't sue me.

Y/n's POV

I woke up the next day at like 10 something with Pietro still asleep, I wasn't ready to get up yet so I just stayed in bed. A little bit later Pietro started to wake up, 

"Morning, how'd you sleep?" He said

"Good I guess, you?" I said

"Pretty good" 

We went downstairs and got breakfast. Everyone was pretty quiet today because we were all just mad and sad after everything that happened. Thor hasn't come back yet or said anything, he just left. The whole city is foggy and dark today, it's just a depressing day. I cleaned up my room while thinking of a way to get everybody back, I sat thinking for hours, and I wrote down some ideas, but none of them would work. I tried to get my mind off of everything by reading a book but it didn't work. The sun is setting now so I went up to the balcony on the top floor and sat on the edge with my legs dangling. I played my playlist on shuffle and of course, the first song that came was 'Trauma' NF. I kept replaying having to watch Peter disappear right in front of me and thinking about the last time Wanda and I saw each other, I feel like nothing without them with me. Are they gone forever? Is the day we fought Thanos the last day I ever saw them? Was I a good sister and girlfriend? If they're gone should I be as well? Should I jump?
All of these questions and more were running through my head at a hundred miles an hour. I started to cry, I was contemplating jumping off. Ending it all. But then Nat came out to the balcony with a blanket.

"Y/n, why are you out here?" she said "And please get away from the edge your scaring me"

"Hey Nat, I'm just thinking about everything that's happened the past few weeks," I said trying to hide the tears streaming down my face.

"Hey, it's gonna be okay, get down from the railing," she said and helped me down from the railing, we sat on the outdoor couch on the balcony, she wrapped the blanket around me and hugged me.

"Were gonna find a way to get them back, I promise, whatever it takes, we will get them back"

"I hope so,"

A little bit later we went inside and had some wine.

(Y/n is still only 16 but it's just one glass of wine okay) 

We were in a room talking to Rhodes, Carol, Okoye, Nebula, and the raccoon through this system thing. After everyone left the call, Rhodes was still here.

"Where are you?" Nat asked

"Mexico, The Federales found a room full of bodies, looks like a bunch of cartel guys. Never even got a chance to get their guns out."

"It was probably a rival gang"

"Except it wasn't, it was definitely barton, what he's done here, what he's been doing...I mean the scene that he left, I gotta tell you there's a part of me that doesn't even want to find him"

"Will you find out where he's going next?" she said taking a bite out of her sandwich

"Nat?"

"please"

"Okay"

Nat started to cry a little, I put down my glass of wine, grabbed her hand, and put my head on her shoulder.