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eren's pov
he opened his eyes and closed them immediately, when the sun hit them. he groaned and turned around.
there you were.
right by his side.
'she's finally sleeping...'
'what the hell happened last night?'
everything was a blur.
'all i know is that my shirt and her shorts are on the floor, even though we're normally dressed now. the bottle of cognac, the cups and the small bags of cocaine are on the floor, too'
trying to remember what happened was resulting to a huge headache to him.
'she's so pretty when she's sleeping...'
'her calm face... the small smile she has on...'
he looked at you, before he wrapped his arms around your body and kissed the top of your head.
'her body fits perfectly with mine'
'her... everything about her is so perfect'
'her body... i could hug it all day'
'her hair... i could play with it all day'
'her eyes... i could stare at them all day'
'her lips... i could kiss them all day'
'her face... i could look at it all day'
he stared down at you, his lips curving into a smile.
'it's ridiculous how i'd do anything for this girl! i'd even give away my life for her, if it was for her happiness... because she deserves to be happy after all the shit she's going through...'
'if only i could be the one to make herhappy...'
his eyes never left your form, all the time he had that monologue with himself.
'i loved her but she loved him... i fell in love with her from the very first time! everyone knew... but not her... i remember everyone teasing me about it and when i finally found the courage to ask her out... it was too late... she announced she was dating him...'
his smile dropped, as he recalled all those memories.
'i felt my heart breaking in million pieces. the same happened when i saw him kissing her, on the hallways of the school'
'that was when i realized... my love for her would be nothing but a curse
'not to her, but to me.'
'i thought i was over her, but when i saw her so vulnerable after the break-up... i felt like something would change in her. but nothing happened'
'i left my feelings aside and focused on her health. i wanted to punch that bastard's face for what he did, which i did... and twice. i felt the need to protect her from him... to be there for her... to help her out...'
he watched as you moved closer to his chest, your soft, hot breaths hitting his torso. he breathed in your scent, his train of thought coming back to him.
'i remember her when she stopped acting the way she did before the break-up happened. even after her 'change', my feelings didn't go away. they kept getting stronger and unbearable to keep in. every passing day and second, she was on my mind. it belonged to her! her place to rule!'
'those days here, in the cabin, are everything i ever wanted. to be alone withher. alone with her true self!'
'i don't mind throwing signs that i'm into her. it doesn't actually matter, because my love means nothing... her love ran out when he walked out of her life'
'she collected the pieces of her broken heart, glued them and filled the void with fashion and cocaine'
he sighed and rested his head on top of yours.
'i want her to see me more than her smoke and drugs buddy... more than her friend... but that's only a dream. a dream that i'd always wake up from, before i could feel her soft lips on mine and her delicate -loving- touch against my skin'
'it feels like fate is keeping her away from me. but no matter what fate is doing... i'm devoted to her. my heart is beating for her and only her. all of it belongs to her, along with the love it holds'
he closed his eyes and threw his head back.
'i want to scream at the top of my lungs, that she's my one and only. make it known to everyone that i fucking love her more than life itself! that i'd even fucking die for her! i can make the pain better, so...
