[Old] Never let go, Never Runaway (Oumasai)

Mr. Loverman

TW: Mentioning self-harm

I think I fell asleep in class because I got awoken by a couple of taps on my shoulder.

"Huh...?" I asked in a drowsy tone.

"Uh, Kokichi it's time for lunch." Said a worrisome Shuichi.

"Oh," I said raising my head. "Ok."

I got out of my seat but for some reason, Shuichi was still waiting.

"Uh... Aren't you gonna go with Kaede or something?" I asked.

Shuichi shook his head no. 

I nodded. "Ok."

Things felt... Different between Shuichi and me after the incident last night.

We began walking towards the lunchroom to claim our food. We walked through the door and went into the line.

I went in front of him. I was hungry. I grabbed my food and left the room to the courtyard with Shuichi following.

I looked behind me expecting to find Shuichi walking behind me. I did so I ran to where he was.

My face was heating up. I loved this man. I'd give him everything.

I grabbed his arm and started running towards my tree.

"Ouma-Kun! I'm gonna drop my food!" Said Shuichi running.

"Sounds like a you problem," I said laughing.

Shuichi rolled his eyes. He had a slight pink tint on his cheeks.

I sat down at my tree. Shuichi sat next to me. 

"Is this where you go every lunch?" He asked.

I nodded my head. "Yeah, I usually sit back here by myself. Heh."

"Oh don't you get lonely? I mean if I sat here alone every day, I'd get sad." Shuichi remarked.

I looked at him with a straight face, resisting the urge to smile. "I do but Either everyone hates me or I hate them. Well asides from you and maybe Kaede." I struggled. "It's fine I mean I don't really care."

Shuichi nodded. "So do you wanna talk about yesterday?" He asked.

Panic started rising. I shook my head violently.

"That's fine just, please. Drop the self-harming. If you don't I'm gonna tell on you." Shuichi said.

I nodded

"Oh my god! Murkruo look at the fags!" Said a female voice.

Oh god. Junko was back and now with Murkruo.

Junko sat her fat ass right next to me. Junko waved her hand in the air signaling Murkruo to go away.

Enoshima rested her head on my shoulder.

I jumped a little.

"Enoshima... What are you doing...?" I asked confused.

"Oh! Since you told me how straight you are, I figured I should shoot my shot!" She said. It was kinda obvious she wasn't into me.

Shuichi gave me a confused glance. I think it's because I told him I was bisexual. I don't think he'll out me to Enoshima though since he knows how she is.

Enoshima gave me a tight hug. "You are so cute Shuichi! You know I would date a younger guy."

Shivers went down my spine. "What. No Togami is-" I got cut off.

"Oh him? He got suspended for a week." Enoshima clarified.

"Huh? Then why is Miu here?" I asked.

"She wasn't the one to start the fight. It was the rich fag."

I tried getting up. Enoshima kept pulling me down.

Shuichi took notice of this. "Get off," He demanded.

She shook her head. "I have to rub the gay away!"

"I'm not gay," I said once more.

"Then what's this?" She asked getting out a cell phone with a shiny pink case on with gemstones attached.

There seemed to be messages from Kaede and Shuichi.

Piano Girl: Hey! Wyd?

me: I'm at Kokichi's house :)

Piano Girl: Oh nice wyd there?

me: uh

me: promise not to tell?

Piano Girl: ofc !!

me:  uh nevermind

Piano Girl: Come on Saihara >:(

me: fine

me:  [sent one attachment]

piano Girl: Oh

Piano Girl: ya'll look cute together!!

me: Thanks Kaede but were not dating

Piano Girl: Ok whatever but you prob have a crush on him

me: yeah ur right

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Junko put the phone down. I couldn't believe it. Shuichi had a crush on me. I didn't know he felt the same.

I looked over to him. He had a blank look on his face.

Junko got up. "Well, I'm gonna go show this to everyone! Bye faggots!" She said with a smirk.

She ran off.

Shuichi got up and left.

"Shumai.."

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A/N: OMG I AM SO SORRY FOR THE SLOW UPDATES AHHH people at school are bullying me so that's taking a toll on my mental health but anyways here's a new chapter :)

Song recommendation: Mr. Loverman by Ricky Montgomery