The April rains pours past my window,
Remembering our fluency in silence,
When did it become an echo of solitude then?
Is it when your heart stopped beating for me alone?
I don't need you to hold me,
I am stronger now,
For I watched you fall out of love with me.
Yet I stayed through it all.
My heart in pieces you call your own,
I've stopped trying to put it back,
Chaos suits me more now,
I waited for the peace before the storm,
Yet the storm was there all along.
Hours pass seeing you try to love me,
The rain is incessant,
Like our love should be.
But it died in your infidelity.
Tell me, when you look at her, do you think of me?
Do you fill yourself with guilt or relief?
You've numbed my heart, my sorrow, all emotions I feel,
Tell me love, when did you stop loving me.
