Please Me Mommy +18 - ON HOLD

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| Luca |

"How are you feeling today, baby?" Raven asked me as I curled up between her and Shaun, pulling the covers.

I was still in bed, at 8 o'clock in the morning. I couldn't get myself to wake up or even do anything. I was just feeling down. Numb, but sad. It was a weird feeling. I fondled with Raven's breast mindlessly, feeling its softness and squishy. It felt like a stress ball. She didn't stop me nor paid attention to it.

Shaun pressed gentle kisses on my shoulders and back, his arm around me. "You want to stay in bed?" She asked me, her fingers massaging my scalp gently. I nodded. "Okay but you're going to eat, right?" I grimaced at the idea of getting up to actually do something.

She's back. Sienna's back.

After yesterday, I feel so drained that something as simple as chewing feels like hard labor. My body seemed to have shutdown. I'd planned to stay buried underneath the covers for the duration of today and just...cease to exist. Maybe if I hide in here, she won't get me. She won't bother me as much as she is right now.

I hate myself for being so weak. I crumbled at the sight of her. Let alone the picture she sent.

"Love?" Shaun murmured against my back, his breath tickling me. I hummed quietly. "You have to eat, okay?" I bit my lip, knowing that I didn't have a way out of this.

"Okay," I said softly. Raven smiled before kissing my forehead lightly. The gesture warmed up my body.

"I'll go get us something to eat. Stay here, okay?" I nodded as she sat up. As soon as she was out of reach, I turned to Shaun, who immediately pulled me to him, pulling the covers over me as well.

We stayed in silence and I busied myself with tracing random patterns on Shaun's chest. I teased his nipples, making him tense. Smiling to myself, I did it again and again, until he groaned. I licked his nipple, making him chuckle. "Love, I don't have boobs. Sorry, now stop whatever you're doing," he said with a smile. I laughed softly.

Raven came back a little while later. "I know you probably have a headache, so I got you pills and some orange juice," she said giving Shaun the pills, placing the juice on the nightstand.

"Thanks," he said after taking the meds. Raven left shortly after, wearing the silk shorts with my black shirt. The shirt that I had on last night.

I dosed in and out of sleep, my eyes heavy but I couldn't seem to fall asleep. Yawning again and again, shifting endlessly. "Can't sleep?" I nodded softly. "Wanna take a quick shower before we eat? It'll help you relax," he suggested. I groaned, knowing that I have to move. He chuckled lowly kissing the top of my head. "I'll carry you," I smiled at that and nodded quickly.

True to his words, Shaun carried me and cleansed me while I stood under the warm water. I was like a doll, while he washed my hair, my body, stealing innocent kisses here and there. When he was finished, I wrapped my arms around him, hugging him. I sighed against the skin to skin contact, basking in the warmth it provided. I blinked back the water that cascaded down our conjoined bodies. We probably stood there for minutes but Shaun didn't pull back.

Eventually we got out and dried up. Raven walked in with our food the same time we got out of the bathroom. "You said you'd carry me," I whined, glaring at Shaun.

"You're the one who walked out," he pointed out, making me grumble under my breath, making him laugh softly. He went on to get us clothes to wear. A pair of shorts and a tank top for me. Sweatpants and a white tee for him. I watched him get dressed, while I stood there only in a towel. I probably looked ridiculous, but my level of fatigue wouldn't let me move a muscle.