𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙬𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙣? | 𝗠𝗼𝘀𝗵

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mads pov
tonight's the night of jaden and nessas song la di die being released, we're having this huge meet up with some influencers at this restaurant. Josh is going to be there saying he's dating nessa or something but other then that i really have no idea who will be there. Jaden wants me to wear this really fancy dress but i'm not sure if it even fits me saying i haven't worn it in about two years. Right now he's on his way to pick me up yet i'm still not dressed. Shit, i need to get dressed.

3rd person
Mads carefully slipped on the shimmering red dress then soon realized it was to tight, maybe she could pull it off and put a jacket or something over it? no. mads didn't have a jacket that would go with the outfit so she just decided to suck it about and wear the dress. Mads wasn't really a party person but she knew she would probably be bringing someone home along with jaden so she slipped some aspirin and her purse and waited for jaden to get to her house. Mads didn't exactly know how to feel, should she be happy her boyfriend released a song with her ex best friend or be angry?

mads pov
when jaden finally got to my house i walked to his car then opened the passenger door to see Nessa sitting in the passenger seat. Sure i wasn't pleased but i wasn't gonna bother saying anything about it, i simply shut the passenger door then opened one of the backseats doors. I got in and texted josh.

mads😐
hey, did you know that Nessa was
coming with Jaden to the party thing?

josh🤷‍♀️
yeah Jaden told me
why?

mads😐
oh i don't know it's just
that he didn't tell me
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at this point i was pissed. My fucking boyfriend told his bsf that he wasn't going with Nessa but forgot to tell me?! how the fuck do you forget to tell someone that. When Jaden got in the he simply looked at me then started driving. It was about a 20 minute drive to the restaurant and let me tell you i think it was the worst twenty minutes of my life. Nessa had asked jaden to play their song but she did something weird. She called him jay.. Great. now the nickname that I have fucking called my boyfriend since i met him was being taken by someone else. Jaden put on the song then they both started singing, not knowing the words felt really awkward so i just went on my phone. Scrolling through my for you page I came across a video, a teatok video and guess who it was about? fucking Jaden and Nessa saying they would be cute together and shit because they've been hanging out. Sometimes i forget that tiktok's tiktok, Everyone likes to start drama for no reason then it just becomes a thing. a dumb thing. When we got to the restaurant Jaden walked over to Nessas door and opened it for her, i waited for a brief second then realized he wasn't going to open my door. I don't know what i felt but it surely wasn't happiness. I slowly opened the door then followed the two people talking about their new song and other shit. I got to the table that we were all going to be sitting at then sat down next to Jaden, Not even a minute later i was tapped on the shoulder by jaden and told that Nessa should sit there since this was their celebration. I smiled and said of course then got up and sat across from them. After awhile I could finally feel it, the shitting tears growing in my eyes then slowly dripping down. I quickly excused myself then ran to the bathroom, there I saw a girl named Maddie who had been at our table. "are you okay?" she asked, i couldn't do anything but shake my head no. She quickly grabbed a paper towel to wipe my eyes then wrapped her arms around me. Sure i didn't know her but honestly it felt really comforting, like someone actually cared about me. She rubbed my back in circles till I finally stopped crying. "Wanna talk about it?" she asked "no.." I softly replied shaking my head. "okay but let me take you home" I just said okay then we walked out of the bathroom. We both knew that the paparazzi would be recording outside of the restaurant so we walked to the back and got in her car. I sat in the passenger seat then told her where my house was. Sure it probably wasn't the best idea but we were both famous and i don't think she'd do anything weird saying she just comforted
me for about 15 minutes in a public bathroom.

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