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함께 웃고 함께 울고 (We laugh together)
이 단순한 감정들이 (we cry together)
내겐 전부였나 봐 (I guess these simple feelings were everything to me)
언제쯤일까 (When will it be?)
다시 그댈 마주한다면 (If I face you again)
눈을 보고 말할래요 (I will look into your eyes)
보고 싶었어요 (And say I missed you)
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some years ago
he pinned me against the wall
we just looking at eachother
i feel my cheeks getting warm
i look probably red rightnow
really red
he just smiles
he just looks at me with his smirk and smiles
he leans closer to me
and i get nervous
ive never kissed before
i dont know how to act
i should just stay calm
he lets a small laugh out
and i look at him
i put my head on his arm
"im sorry" i say without looking at him
im ashamed
"for what?" he says laughing
"i just never have done anything like this"
he laughs again
"stop laughing"
i say and look at him
"damn you red....like reaaaally red" he says teasing me
"its because of the lake yesterday"
"thats not true. By the way why did you left so fast? did anything happen?"
"oh that? nothing i just had to do something"
"oh okay.... i was looking forward swimming with you"
"are you a good swimmer?" i ask
"you can say so" he says and his smirk appears
that annoying smirk
im tired of it
im tired of liking it
it makes him so attractive
this man is so attractive to me
he doesnt even know
i could say im obssesed
but i dont want to give him that much confidence
what if he hurts me later?
"earth is calling asahi...can you hear me?"
"yeah sorry"
"you need to stop apologising you know"
"i can try"
"i dont mind you having no experience at stuff like kissing or anything else"
"at the other side, it makes all this more exiting"
"knowing no man has ever kissed you makes me liking you even more" he says
wow
boys are weird
now
thinking of all those stuff
makes everything complicated
"you again?"
perfect timing
"when are you leaving again?" he says
"why do you care? act like im a stranger god damn it" i reply
"yeah....my ex as a stranger....i dont hate you THAT much"
"well i do, so just act like im a stranger you dumbass"
i dont know why i am that moody or rude right now
i guess its all him
i just cant escape him ever since i came back
all i think about is him
but now i did maybe cause i drunk a little bit
not a lot
a little bit
"no but for real? what brought you back here?" he says after a while
"mistakes i guess"
"what mistakes?"
"i didnt pass the havard exam"
"oh again?"
"what the ***"
he laughs
i missed that sound
"im sorry"
i laugh too
"but its the truth tho" , i say
"at least you accept some of your mistakes" , he says
"stop throwing shades." i say fast
he laughs again
"i missed talking to you" , i also say fast
he gets serious
"mhm"
what does that supposed to mean now?
now its akward
"im sorry"
"you really need to stop apologising to me , or at least apologise for the big mistakes not stupid stuff"
i just laugh
i am going to regret this
"do you want to come to my place?" i say fast
YOU ARE READING
did i imagine it?
Teen Fictionhe looks at me, and his terrifying smile appeared. "Asahi?" he is only looking at me. Nobody seems to realise it. They all seem unbothered. Im starting to tear up. Im so afraid. "Asahi?" "Please tell me you can also see him" , i now say hoping so...
