chapter thirteen / the day he died, so i can live

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THAT DAY

the day that haunts me 

the day i wish i never lived

the day, the worst day

the day Izuku died

because of me

THE DAY HE DIED SO I CAN LIVE

the day i wished i died

the day i wished god would switch our fates

the day i wished i had been braver

the day i wished i died

and not him


each day goes by

each day i cry


T H A T   D A Y 


"and then?" 

"and then he died" 

"how?, tell us details Ms. Asahi" 

"i...i...heard a gun....i....looked...and.....saw....blo-blood....everywhere" , i try to talk normal

"why did Izuku die? "

i stay quiet

i need to think

why did Izuku die?

"so i can live" , i say to the policeman 


everything goes black


"live Asahi"

"please dont die" , i say

"if i die, i die so you can live" , he says with tears in his eyes

"live Asahi, if i die live....for me" , he says

"try to move on" , he talks

i dont want to tell him to stop talking

"make a family, live a happy life" , he continues

"i saw everything i had to" 

"thanks Asahi" ,

"for what?" , im crying

"for showing me how it feels to be loved" , he says

i gasp

he cant die

i scream for help

"i really like you you dumbass" , he says while closing his eyes

"no....open....your eyes" 

"dont die on me Izuku" 

"help...please...someone help" , i scream at the top of my lungs

i hug him

"stay Izuku....please stay" 


everything goes black


what

he says he is dead?


"you are not dead Izuku" , i say while looking at him

and i could swear he was just right here

he disappears

like dust

i cant find him anywhere


i need to see where he is

"Izuku" , i scream


a shadow at the door

"Izuku?" , i ask


it disappears


"Izuku" , i scream again while getting out of the door

the shadow is now standing next a tree


i guess i have to follow the shadows then


grave

thats where the shadows are bringing me

to show me that Izuku died years ago

to show me that im not doing better


Izuku Seijun


12/02/2001      -     20/10/2019


"i die, so you can live"

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