He Lives In You |Narusasu|

11.Don't let me go

𝐎𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞,
𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐲.

Naruto and Sasuke's meetups only ended up to happen more frequently.
It was either Sasuke quietly appearing in the Hokage's office,Naruto "accidentally"taking long walks in the woods or whenever Hinata wasn't home,Sasuke spent his entire time there.

The boys haven't even had sex yet,which only proved their love for each other kept going forward and only grew bigger.

Even Sasuke started appearing less and less at home,which caused extreme confusion to Sakura.
She still trusted him with all her might,but found it unbelievable the how many times Sasuke was out of the house and most time,he found stupid excuses to cover up his lies to hang out with Naruto.

In spite of that,it wasn't weird for the public to watch the two of them together.They knew the both of them had an unbreakable bond and that they've been friends since childhood,so according to that,it was hard to gain suspicion.

However,someone was already aware of the situation,yet never spoke a word,however hard it was for him to keep quiet.
He was always around,so suspecting things wasn't hard for him.

"Naruto we need to have a talk."
"Shikamaru?What's up?"
Shikamaru looked Naruto with a worried look written all over his face.

"A-are you seeing Sasuke?"

He simply spat out,not even beating around the bush but just straightforwardly called Naruto out.

Naruto's shocked expression was beyond of this world,which pretty much assured Shikamaru his suspicions were correct.
The pen Naruto was holding felt right off his hand,his legs trembled and sweat drops started falling down his face.
His face being stupifacted with a current state of shock and guilt only rising up more.
He couldn't even look at the Nara,so he simply stared at the floor,never giving a clear answer.

Shikamaru crossed his arms as he stood in front of Naruto's desk.
"Please Naruto..I want to help you."
He calmly stated.
He knew if that was true,Naruto must have had his reasons for doing whatever he was doing and Shikamaru was ready to listen to everything his friend had to say.

Naruto shifted his head up with his eyes almost watering and Shikamaru straight away ran towards him as he sat on his knees and placed his palm on Naruto's leg.
"Please don't hate me.I am cheating on Hinata.."He said and plain guilt was clearly heared in his voice.

Before Shikamaru was ready to speak, Naruto spoke first.
"Please hear me out first and then you can judge me however much you want."Naruto said as he couldn't hold his tears in for much longer.
"I would never judge you Naruto."Shikamaru said as he shooted him a small smile.

"I fucking love him,I love him Shikamaru.And I decided that too late.Do you really think I sacrificed myself for him so many times,I chased him for YEARS,FUCKING YEARS,just because he was a "friend"or because I just wanted him back?Well fuck no.I craved him.I love him.He was and still is my everything."Naruto said as he couldn't hold it and just bursted in tears.
Shikamaru stared at him with worry,not knowing how to react.

"But I realised too god damn late.I pushed myself into thinking the person I want to spend the rest of my life with is Hinata.Well she's fucking not.I care about her,a lot so don't get me wrong on that one but..not enough to say I choose her over me."Naruto added with tears streaming down his face.

"Everything was perfect at first.I thought I had the perfect and most accomplished life.Me and Hinata were on the best terms and work wasn't as tiring and boring as it is to me now.But after the days passed,Hinata started to care less and less about the how busy I was."
Shikamaru tilted his head in confusion in hearing about Hinata's strange behavior.
"I know,it sounds too surreal that the Hyuga isn't as lovely as everyone thinks.She stopped being the supportive partner she once was.Always complaining about why I came home so late so frequently,not bothering to understand once I have to run the whole god damn village.There even was..there even was a time when she only cared about sex.YES HINATA DID.I just don't exist the same to her anymore.I know cheating isn't the way out of this,but Sasuke has always been an escape to me.A sweet and hopefully a non ending one.."

Shikamaru was shocked after hearing the truth behind his friend's actions.He swiftly got up and just hugged Naruto.
"I can't justify your cheating actions Naruto,but I can definetly see where you're coming from.I'm dissapointed you had to cheat and choose that path instead of talking it out properly with Hinata,but I'm glad you finally admitted your feelings about Sasuke."Shikamaru whispered,not able to prosess what has been said earlier.
"Shikamaru..I tried talking to her about that topic multiple times but she always brushed it off,and whenever someone else is there with us,she always pretends she's the perfect housewife so I knew nobody would believe me.
"Naruto..I do,I believe you more than anything I know you would never lie about such a thing.Now please calm down and I promise we're gonna find a way out of this hm?"

The two friends embracing each other for multiple minutes and Naruto feeling extremely grateful for his friend's gestures and only by just listening to him.Shikamaru was exceptionally upset about Naruto's cheating situation but he promised to help him out of it.

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"Y-you're going out again?"
"What's the problem now Sakura?"
Sasuke was getting tired of having his wife always all over him and constantly asking about his whereabouts.
"You were out just yesterday!You barely spend time with me anymore."Sakura poutted and Sasuke understood immidietely that with the "time"she wanted to spend with him,only meant sex.
"I'm leaving."
"B-but!"
Sakura didn't even finish her sentance properly as the door was slammed shut by Sasuke,leaving the confused pink haired girl behind.

"I want to see him."

Sasuke using his rinnegan once again,he teleported himself to the Hokage's office.
"Hey Narut-"

As soon as he appeared,he saw his blonde haired lover in tears and Shikamaru desperately trying to calm him down.
"What the fuck happened here."
Sasuke got incredibly angered,thinking that the Nara caused Naruto some kind of pain and his sharingan started showing.
"S-sasuke no it's okay!I'm fine."Naruto got up from his chair and ran up to Sasuke as he grabbed him to embrace him.
"B-but,Shikama-"
"He knows."Naruto simply stated and Sasuke's eyes went wide.
"The only thing I have to say to you is that,hell if you ain't lucky.He loves you a ton and it if wasn't for Naruto,you'd be dead by me until now."
Sasuke chuckled as he realised Shikamaru stood no chance against him but also because he understood their situation.

"Why were you crying?"
"Oh..I just told Shika about Hinata and..yeah all that."
"How do you know?"
"Isn't it quite obvious Sasuke?Everybody can see you too are crazy for each other.Naruto was a destroyed and a confused mess and whenever I popped around your name he went insane.So I had to ask him myself.
"This better stay between us."The Uchiha threatened as he felt Naruto's grip tighten.
"I'm not that dumb Sasuke."

Sasuke looked down to see Naruto holding him and crying in his arms.

"It's gonna be okay baby."
He said as he cupped Naruto's cheek and exchanged warm eye contact with him.Naruto not giving a care in the world if Shikamaru was there, he smashed his lips on Sasuke's as the Uchiha took the bittersweet taste of his tears and his lips.

"G-get a room guys,oh my god!"
The two of them started chuckling when they saw Shikamaru shocked.
"You'll eventually have to get used to it Shika."Naruto said as he grabbed Sasuke's face back to give him another kiss.
Shikamaru face palmed himself and just headed for the door.
"You know what?You guys just do what you want..but please be quiet."He said as he left the office.

Naruto started laughing as he felt Sasuke's hand cup his cheek.

"Naruto..I want you to fuck me."