Married To My Sister's Boyfriend

MTMSB 014

             “What's this?!!! Why you didn't do your job?!” I shouted because I'm upset that this man didn't do his job as an employee. He didn't do what I said earlier, what he put in that clear book was not all of I said that he put. Kulang na kulang ang mga iyon!

“S-s-sir give me more minute I'll finish this ASAP.....” I close my eyes because of what he said.

“Leave my office! Now! I'm only giving a 5minutes to finish all of that! Go! Leave!” Ano bang nangyayari sa'kin?! Why the hell I'm being like this? This isn't me at all! I can't even recognize myself.

It's now 12 in the afternoon and I still didn't eat my lunch, pagkatapos sa bahay ay dumiretso na'ko rito nang hindi manlang nag-aagahan. At hindi ko alam kung bakit hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin ako nakakaramdam ng gutom.

“Fuck!” I whispered as I comb my hair using my hands out of nowhere.
“What the fuck do you need?! I said, comeback here if you already finished the—” I didn't finished my words as the door opened and I saw my mom on it. Ang akala ko ay ‘yong empleyado ko na naman ang kumakatok hindi ko tuloy maiwasan ang sumigaw at ang mas malala pa ay makapag salita ng mga hindi kaaya-ayang salita.

Napapahiyang nagbaba ako ng tingin matapos akong taasan ng kilay ni mom.

“Watch your mouth, Lincoln Del Fuego.....” Napapikit ako dahil sa tono ng pagkakabigkas ni mom sa pangalan ko. She's upset and she didn't like what I said......

“I'm sorry mom, I thought its the—”

“Kahit na sinong hudyo pa ang kumatok sa opisina mo ay 'wag na 'wag mong pagsasalitaan ng ganoon!” mas lalong hindi ko magawang tumingin kay mom, “Tandaan mo, nagsimula ka rin bilang isang empleyado bago ka naging boss Lincoln Del Fuego” Kahit anong gawin ko ay tama ang lahat ng sinabi ni mom.

“I'm really sorry mom, hindi na 'to mauulit....” Unti unti kong narinig ang mga hakbang ni mom papalapit sa sofang naroon dahilan upang mapa tingin ako sa kanya. Baka naman ay nagpaalam sa kanila ni Sienna kung saan siya pupunta? “Mom?” I gulped as I call my mom's name, she looked at me and raised me her eyebrows, “Do you know where's my wife?” Kinakabahan kong tanong.

“Now you're calling her your wife?”    I bow my head as mom said those words. “Well, baka nasa mall lang at gustong huminga ng maluwag... Why?” mall? Ayon kay pretty ay dalawang araw nang hindi umuuwi si Sienna sa bahay.

“Nothing mom, baka nga” Wala akong karapatan na hanapin siya dahil alam ko na napagod na rin siyang kaka-intindi sa ugali ko.

Hindi ko rin gustong mag-usisa pa kay mommy dahil baka magtaka lang siya, alam niya kung papaano ko itrato ng hindi maganda si Sienna.

“By the way, I came here to ask you if you're going go go with us.” kunot noo akong lumingon kay Mommy, “We're going to leave for a One month vacation in Thailand,” What for? Ever since ay hindi ako mahilig sa mga vacations. Di bali nalang kung may meeting ako sa labas ng bansa.

“I'm sorry mom, but I can't go with you. I'm busy.....” Mom rolled her eyes after hearing my answer, she knows me very well.

“Oh what's new?” mom is being an teen-ager again. “So I'll go ahead, baka magbago pa ang isip at gusto mong sumama, just call me....” she stood up and walked towards me to kiss my cheeks, “Don't do it again, I mean what you did earlier to your employee,” she warned that made me nod at her.

Tumayo ako para ihatid si mommy sa may pinto, “I love you son, please take care of yourself hmm?” aniyang Mommy habang nasa tapat na kami ng pinto.

“I will, mom. I love you too.....” Mom hug me before she turned her back at me and leave my office.

Kahit na kanina lamang ay nagalit saakin si mom ay hindi niya pa rin nakalimutang sabihin na Mahal niya ako and that's why I really love my mom and my dad and ofcourse my brothers. Because they are the only family I have and at the of the day sa kanila at sa kanila parin ako uuwi....

I sighed deeply and walk towards to my swivel chair and layed my back in it, I feel exhausting even though I just did some little things.

“Come in.....” I said as I heard someone's knocking on the door. Iyon ang empleyadong nasigawan ko kanina, “I'm sorry about what happened earlier,” I paused and look into his name plate. “Sam you can leave that in my table and you can leave, thank you” aniya ko pero hindi parin kumikilos si Sam dahilan para mapa iling ako ng wala sa oras.

For Pete's sake, isn't it normal that I'm saying sorry to my employees? If it's not, then I'm not normal. Mom said that even if I'm the boss I still need to say sorry to everyone dahil pare-pareho lang naman tayong tao. Magkakaiba lang ang istado natin sa buhay pero pare-pareho tayong tao.

“Hey?” I clap my hand Infront of Sam that made him blink twice and looked at me like he saw a ghost and his face looks so so so confused on what he heard.

“T-t-thank you sir” tanging sagot niya at dagling lumabas ng opisina ko.

Napailing nalang ako at tinignan ang mga dala niyang papeles na gagamitin  para sa meeting ng board, tumango tango ako matapos mabasa ang mga iyon.

Bakit lahat ay takot sa'kin? Am I really that scary? That everyone are so scared at me?

I sighed deeply and covered my face using my hands as I remember that Sienna is gone, she do what I want. But why the hell I can't feel any happiness? I should be happy 'cause she finally realized what her worth was.

What did you do to me? Why it feels like there's a missing part of me knowing that you're already gone and you already leave me? “Oh hell! What I'ma going to do right now? I don't want to search for her 'cause I know that she doesn't want to see me. I'll...... I'll let her—oh hell! What I'm saying?!” I can't fucking understand myself!

I'm going insane, I think...... And I don't know if who's the cure......

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TYPOGRAPHICAL AND GRAMMATICAL ERRORS AHEAD!!!!!

I never believe, in love🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶

Good day my coffee Babies!!! Mahal ko kayong Lahat!

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