Love, lust and crazy

New thing

I want you to swim in my little adventure called my life. My name is Serena Anna Miles , my friends call me Se. I wanted to describe myself in a better way than the reality , but i am not a liar. All what i can say about myself is some lines of low confidence vocabulary . I was dedicating my life to the scholarship of NY university , and yes I did it . I am from new York , to be more specific from Manhattan. Okay , I can clearly hear the steps of your sarcasm getting closer and ready to attack. Don't be these kind of stereotypical people , even in New York , the zero per cent carisma  girls live,and I am gladly waving my hand over here . If you are just a little bit smart , you'll know that I am  done with high school . I am feeling such a relief by the way, it was not my glory era . I'm 18 , obviously single and ready to mingle , maybe I'm not that odd after all . I have a dark hair , brown eyes , little nose and full lips , nothing extraordinary. Most of the time , they say i am cute . Where we need curves I definitely have them , since i do have some latin blood in my veins . As you can all notice , I am the typical plain Jain . The last word sounds like Jane , there's one in my life . Jane Austen , this woman was the first to get me all dreamy about the perfect man , A.K.A ; Mr Darcy. I know that I sound like a hopeless fish in love , but I am . The books keep me a good company when i am alone .

You are about to get the breaking news ; I'm not a virgin . I know that I did a great job at disappointing you ." she stills better than Ugly Betty" , i know this is what your faces are trying to express right now . With the help of my friends Drake and Mia . I managed to go always presentable to school but I was always the prisoner of the cheerleader and the foot-ball player shadows . That somehow put me away of the social bullying problems , but also out of the social life itself .

Well, maybe I deserve a fresh start in the university . All what I'm asking for is a new thing , a thing that meet the high expectations of Mia and I , even though this crazy friend of mine decided to stop studies and focus more on her make-up skills . We argued about it a bit , then I found out that she has the right to follow her dreams . How many lives do we get after all ?

In only a few days school will start,and my boring summer will be done, between spending time at central park and at the mall. I had a bad time during Mia's absence , since she went visiting her grandmother at the DC . I was feeling lonely and bored at most of the times , but at least I got the chance to keep my little brother company and to see my big family .But when we sleep all at the same house, with our parents going out for dinner, it was so hard to babysit. Being the oldest cousin just sucks sometimes. I don't know why all our parents try to bring back the flame of romance between them, and to live some adult moments by crushing your own happiness and covering it with baby's food and blankets. I wasn't there when all my aunts and uncles were conceiving their children, so why I am here keeping them under the eye ?

Between clubbing and sleeping , Drake tried his best to spread some fun in my summer vacation , but in vain . While everybody was having drinks , I was having double cheese pizza and double stress dose about the new year . And while i was spending my nights planning , future was holding a whole different story . 

Studying in this college was the only dream I had for my whole life and acheiving it now after nights of hard work and small rest doesn't seem like the greatest thing that could've happend to me . In life studies are just a small part , but the way your future life depends on them  steel some wonderfull opportunities away even if they give us hundreds of memories in return .

Buckle up guys , you are about to scuba dive in a land that celebrates thousands of strong emotions . You are going to live my story with all the details to make you Serena for the next chapters .