Nessa Barrett thought she and Josh Richards would work out but what happens when she finally realizes that she deserves better
But better was found in his best friend and her best frienemies on again off again boy friend
Will she choose her happines...
July 21 2020 4:35pm Nessa pov I am in the studio working on finishing pain, it's almost done and I am so fucking excited,this is my first song and I can't believe I get to actually make music I've always wanted to do this is it's just a dream come true.I just have the vocals to do and the the songs done and Bree said we could publish it by the end of the month.
I have not been on social media much not at all actually which help so fucking much with my mental state.I don't even have any social media apps on my phone ever since shit hit then fan in July 6 and I deleted them.
I just got a text and I go to check my phone and freeze immediately at the contact name.
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I don't know why the fuck mads would tell the boys that because it's complete lie. I ran to Bree and ask her if we could finish up tomorrow and since she was happy with what we got done so far she said yes.I go home to change because I'm look so ugly right now.I don't want to try to hard so I just put on something simple.
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Skip to sway I just got here and I'm am so fucking nervous.I knock on the door and wait for someone to open it.When the door opens standing in front of me is the man I am still so deeply in love with. "Hey" he says pulling me into a hug. "Hi"I nervously say back responding to his hug. "Let's talk in my room" he says leading the way.
As soon as he shuts his door I'm pinned against it by my neck,it kinda hurt but you can tell that's not his intention.I don't want to say anything about the pain.
Skip the smut, jessa smut gives me the icky because I'm the biggest naden supporter so there's gonna be naden smut just not jessa sorry not sorry.
We finish after about 15 minutes he came 4 times but I just didn't.He gotten worst from when we were dating but it's ok I love him.He throws me a towel while he begins talking "Look Nessie-"the nick name only he can call me. "I really miss you and us but I'm just not ready for a relationship"he says shattering me a little. "But we could definitely talk because you are something I need in my life.I just don't want anything on the internet.You down for that" this is definitely gonna end badly for me "yes ofc"
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Brycehall:get out Nessa @joshrichards @nessaabarrett
User:their defo back together
Mads.yo:she looks so happy
Joshrichardsgirlfriend:get them back Bryce *Liked by creator*
Urmom:she's ugly
User153478:she better not get with Bryce next
Ihave to announce pain it's coming out the 30th
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You took away my heart and Told me we were different Beautiful, with room to grow You left me in the morning Softly without warning How was I supposed to know? Oh, I'm trying Give me a reason To let you go 'cause Right now I can't I'm in pain I'm in pain Mmm And I feel lost with out you Never thought to doubt you Oh, who else is there to blame? So save your best excuses They can't get me through this Maybe time can, maybe space Oh, I'm trying Give me a reason To let you go 'cause Right now I can't I'm in pain I'm in pain Should I say I'm sorry? Did I mess it up? All that you got from me Was it not enough? I'm in pain I'm in pain You're to blame I'm in pain
