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I can't . I'm running where did my resilience go when I need it now . Fuck fuck fuck .
Everyone in this godsdamn world thinks I'm perfect I'm - im not .
I'm a normal person with its head that's stuck in death . I'm thinking too much . I'm overthinking but not the way so many people mean they are . I actually am overthinking . So much that it makes me go insane . Are they insane like me or why are they saying that they are . I'm not insane now am I ? I'm just full of knowing everything about everyone and so much .
This world is a cruel cruel place !
And today in dada happened something that was enough to throw me off the edge . I was normally in class after our winter vacation. Pansy and daphne were in my class as always but before vacation they were there and then not and then there you know what I mean they were skipping class .
So now today we had our last lesson before we had our presentation . I went over to talk to them and they said they were finished with everything and they did not take my things in . I asked them what now which they answered with we have enough to give you one of the things to say too . I nodded and went back before remembering something we also had tk write an essay about it . I went again over to them since I sad between dray and Blaise . Asked them if I could or should do that as I haven't done anything yet . They again said no not necessary they will do it .
I again nodded and thanked them before reminding them to give it to me after class so that I can learn my part . I was already feeling really bad about all this and also told dray about it but he kissed me and told me not to worry and if they'd do anything I could easily do what I'm good at . Being an real asshole at which Blaise also just hugged me telling me it's alright .
But after class no one came until Astoria came into the common room telling me they won't work with me . And what then ? Presentation would be in a week and it would make 40 percent I the grade .
I will definitely tell Snape tomorrow morning , let's see what he can do .
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"Yes and that it that's what happened now . And I'm also writing a test in potions tomorrow I'm so I don't know like I know I can do it but I'm thinking so much I don't know " I mumbled as he pulled me into his chest "you'll do good I'll help you . I know you don't need it but if you do I'll be there okay " he pulled me further into his chest kissing the top of my head . "Love you " I mumbled into his chest now completely on his lap my face hiding in his chest . "Love you too "
He waited a couple of seconds before pulling my chin up with his finger "what will you do about them " he asked smirking .
"You know " I whispered innocently. "What I'm best at " I smirked now up at him as he chuckled badly .
"You're so " he whispered before watching me " so Mesmerising " he ended his sentence looking me into my eyes .
I chuckled "and what about the test " I asked already getting frustrated .
"Y/n you my darling are the smartest person I know you will nail this dumb test and even if not you're smart enough to know it's not important nor impacting your already really good grade love , stop worrying and letting the others let you go insane silly " he said calming me down .
"We are perfect for eachother ." I whispered kissing his lips .
"I know " he mumbled against them kissing me again
/////// Hope u liked it !!!! And never forget U R THE BEST !!!!
