Warnings : An really broken heart incoming ~~~~> Enjoy
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Now I'm crying here . In my dorm . Balling my eyes out without you knowing . I'm so fucking hurt so so hurt .
No one understands . They think I'm being a child but I though if you as a potential lover . Not even potential lover I did love you . So so much . I'd do anything for you anything because I loved you more then myself . I stayed up late so we could talk in the common room only for you to talk to me so that you could have me there the way I wished for you to be there in my bad moments . But that of course didn't work since you were the one that caused my bad moments .
I lied to Dumbledore for you . I hid you from bad . I loved and cherished you Draco .
I was there when no one was , stayed at the hospital wing with you when Harry hurt you even though Harry also was my friend .
I left all the others so I could be with you . You made me feel as if you loved me as much as I loved you . I did help you out of your depressive phase . Went with you so you had someone .
Laughed with you .
I gave you my heart and you wanna know what you did ? You ran over it laughing with someone else .
She is beautiful and cute ahh yes she is . She wasn't the problem here , you were .
Making me feel loved . When you for sure never loved me . At least now I think so . Because if you did love me you wouldn't of broken all those promises that you told me of .
Promising me you'd be here . Forever .
We'd grow old together . We'd live together and do everything together.
Yes you'd do things together but the together was not intended to be you and me it was you and her .
//// I'm never a jealous person nor am I yet , but I'm hurt .
I've never felt something like that and before I did I never understood how people could cry over someone .
But taking a look at myself now I can tell those people were so strong and beautiful minded people .
Those are people of passion and love . They are romantics . Living through their life with a beauty in their eyes . Until someone like you came into their life . Giving them what those people were living for and then killing that passion with a passion of hate .
You did not love me even if you said so . You used me . And I will live one day but for now I'm grieving and let me be .
Loosing a part of yourself does take some time to heal.
You Draco malfoy . You took my everything and killed it . You killed my life and passion . Whilst I gave you your passion and life .
And saying you made me stronger does not work . Because real passionate love is so strong and it is not making any problems in your life no . It makes life .
Draco malfoy . You are my killer But I gave you the wand and spell to do so .
We just weren't meant to be where we ?
No we werent .
Draco , I wish you'd want and need me the way I did need you .
I'll let you go . For now and for forever because you as the person I love are the person I'm best without .
Goodbye Draco .
/////// I don't feel this one since I think I could've done better but yeaaaaa:):
