Warnings :
Death
Mention of sickness
Depressing
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Please listen to the linked song while reading this xoxo
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"Hey" I heard dray say as his hand was in mine and the other was brushing some hair out of my face before cupping the side of my face placing a kiss on the side of my face .
"Hey" I rasped out my eyes slowly getting used to the light in the room . Looking at him as soon as I could I smiled . "How are you " I mumbled settling myself against the pillow placing my head back ok it as I felt light headed .
"Shouldn't I be the one asking you that " he mumbled before answering "I'm okay , how about you love . You look so pretty " he smiled but it looked forced , he hasn't slept "okay " in days and he sure does look like it with his huge eye bags . But even without having slept within the last days and heavy eye bags he looked like the most handsome man ever to me .
He is so beautiful. His fluffy hair I love to run my hands through all day . His perfect smile that shows his white teeth and his small wrinkle that appears whenever he looks confused or concentrated , that he always put cream on before going to bed saying it'll make him look old one day .
Sadly I won't be there until then . But I'll watch him from the other side .
"I'm as always you know . And why thank you handsome . Oh and by the way , you've slept good past days " I asked him chuckling motioning to his eye bags as he grinned a bit at my sarcasm . "Oh I love it when you catch me lying " he grumbled . "I'm giving my best " he said smiling tired . "I know , you always do . I love you " I said smiling brightly.
Upon seeing me smile his grin widened . "Oh merlin . Y/n . Fuck . I don't know how to do this you know . I love you . So much . I loved you when I fist saw you running into me and when we kissed in the great hall in front of everyone, I loved you when we had our first time , when I leaned down and promised you . I loved you when we danced in the rain . I loved you when we slept in my bed because I couldn't sleep and you wanted my warmth . I loved you in that pretty dress you love , the red one . I love you in my joggers . I love you when you sing in the morning whilst taking a bath or when your looking at me as if I am the best person on earth even though it's you who is . Y/n I love you , ever since I've seen you and forever and in every moment . Through every situation we've ever been in to every situation we're going to be in .
I love you y/n forever . " he said , tears falling from both of our cheeks an tired smile resting on my face .
"I love you . More then my life . More then myself . Forever my love " I grumbled out before coughing up some blood . As he instantly helped me .
He leaned forward after helping me clean up and kissed me passionately on the lips , on my forehead on my chest where my heart is still working to keep me alive .
My tears falling . I leaned down to him and kissed him everywhere on the face as he giggled softly.
"Forever ?" I asked holding up my pinky he grinned sadly "forever ".
"Can you lay down with me . Please " I asked giving him my innocent eyes .
He nodded before laying down then pulling me gently on top of him as I cuddled into his chest .
I could hear him talking about how he would visit the world with me . Knowing I was never able to do so but wishing and praying that I would be able to .
I could hear him rant about where he would marry me . He said he'll go down on his knee in front of me and pull out the most precious ring ever for the most precious person . He said he would cry from happiness when he'd hear me say yes and that he'd do all that at our place .
He brushed some hair out of my face looking down at me . Before crying .
My heart had stopped .
I was now looking from afar . Seeing him scream and cry for the nurses and doctors screaming at them to bring me back . Holding me still in his arms , my head pushed into his chest on the bed him placing our forehead on one another. Mumbling I love yous .
I love you too Draco . I'll be waiting for you .
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