Minho POV
I laid in bed waiting for my alarm to go off. There was no point in getting up before it and I didn't want to turn it off.
I wish I had slept. But that nightmare fucked up my sleep schedule.
*beep beep beep*
I hit the alarm to make it stop and slowly rose from the bed. I had a migraine. As I walked into the kitchen for the medicine Jisung also walked in.
I mean, everyone was in there I just cared more that I saw Jisung. He is, in fact, alive.
I reached for the knockoff excedrin but Chan grabbed my arm.
"What?"
"Eat something first."
I rolled my eyes at him and opened the fridge for some yogurt instead. I sat on the counter slowly eating my yogurt. Yogurt is so fucking good, it's underrated.
I noticed Jisung staring at me.
"What are you looking at?"
"Sorry I blanked out." He giggled. I love his laugh so much.
Wait. Fuck I think I just figured it out. I like Jisung. That's why all these shit feelings keep happening. I knew I was gay but Jisung?! He's my bandmate. Number one rule, don't date within the band. Everyone knows that.
"You okay, Min?" Chan asked and I snapped out of my thoughts. I realized I had been staring at the wall with a spoonful of yogurt in my mouth.
I swallowed it before saying "Y-yeah, just tired. I didn't sleep last night."
"Is something bothering you?" He asked and I just shook my head.
I threw away my trash and took some medicine. I knew that Chan was worried about me but when is he not.
We do have a schedule today, we have an english interview and then practice. Which means today was not the perfect day for sulking.
I got dressed and fixed my hair. We are supposed to leave at 11am, its 10:55am. I heard Chan doing the classic of walking through the apartment and knocking on everyones doors yelling at us to be ready.
I walked out of my room. At the same time as Jisung. We slightly bumped into each other, which caused awkward laughter.
I can't stop thinking about last night. That hug. I never hug anyone like that.
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nightmares | minsung ☑
FanfictionMinho starts having nightmares about Jisung dying. After they happen he can't help but go to him. He starts sleeping in Jisung's bed everynight. Which brings them closer to each other. Warnings! -Swearing -Sex -Mentions of suicide -Self harm