Minho POV
We had to put out an announcement saying Jisung wouldn't be able to participate in activities for a week. But the rest of us still have to. I hate that I can't be home with him. It's weird doing interviews and shows without him standing next to me.
It's currently midnight, we just finished our schedule. It usually doesn't run that late but today it did. I decided to just sleep in my bed so that I wouldn't wake up Jisung.
I woke up in the middle of the night, sweating. I practically ran to Jisung's room. But when I got into bed with him, he wasn't breathing. I tried to shake him awake but it was too late, he was gone.
Then I actually woke up. It was just a fucked up nightmare. I guess I can't sleep without him anymore. I walked into his room and got into bed with him. He was, in fact, breathing.
He made a sleepy groan, I woke him up.
"Min? What time is it?"
"It doesn't matter, go back to sleep, sorry I woke you." I placed a kiss on his forehead. I held him close as we fell back asleep.
God, I love him.
Chan snuck into Jisung's room in the morning to wake me up. We somehow managed not to wake up Jisung.
We only had practice today. But that doesn't mean we wouldn't spend like 5 hours working. I managed to finish everything I needed to do by noon. I got food on the way home and brought it to Jisung.
We ate a nice lunch together. Then I helped him change his bandage, the cut was healing well. Jisung was tired and decided to take a nap, I let him rest for about 2 hours before I couldn't help myself.
I walked into the room and woke him up with a forehead kiss. "Good morning." I said. I wasn't expecting it but he immediately pulled me into a kiss.
I proceeded to get on top of him as we made out. I held down his arms, making him basically unable to move. I looked at him. He was so beautiful.
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I started to place kisses on his neck, since he was out of commission for the next week, I bit down. He let out small moans, I couldn't handle it.
"Minho?"
"Yes?"
"I love you." He whispered. I could've died right there.
"I love you too."
I began removing our clothes, I was very careful not to touch his thigh.
"Do you have any kinks? We've never really talked about it." He asked me.
"Literally just your moans are enough to kill me."
"Well personally I love being bit... and not being able to move... and you did both of those things earlier, please, do it more."
I looked right into his eyes as I grabbed his hands and put them behind his head with one hand.
"Choke me." He said shamelessly. (guys don't choke people unless you know the safe way to do it, just saying.)
I put my other hand around his neck and pressed down on the pressure points, then I kissed him roughly. He moaned into my mouth.
I let go of him. "We should make a safe word or signal." I said before starting to place more kisses down his body.
"The word is pineapple, and the signal can be me kicking you."
I laughed, "Okay, got it."
He looked at me as he traced my abs with his finger, making me quiver. He was just completely and utterly beautiful.
"Okay, hurry up." He said.
I laughed and grabbed the lube from the nightstand. I put it on a few fingers and inserted the first one. He wasn't very tight so I was able to prepare him very quickly.
"Are you ready?" I asked.
"Yes."
I grabbed his arms and pinned them down before thrusting into him. He let out a small cry. I began moving slowly, just to torture him.
"Please." He whimpered.
I kissed him and began going very fast, as fast as I could. He couldn't kiss back, he was nearly screaming. He tried to move his arms but I knew he wanted me to not let him.
"Holy shit, fuck." He yelled. I was in a state of complete euphoria hearing those sounds.
"I'm about to cum." I said.
"Jerk me off, please." He said, out of breath.
I quickly let go of him arms and kissed him as I jerked him off. I came soon after him and flopped down on the bed.
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We both laid there, panting. Until Jisung started laughing.
"What's so funny?" I asked.
"I don't know, I'm just happy." He still couldn't stop laughing. It was very contagious. I tickled his stomach and we just stayed there, laughing, for like 10 minutes.
"Alright, we need to clean up."
I temporarily put on some clothes and put the bedding in the wash, meanwhile Jisung took a shower. I took one after him.
We both walked into the living room. We thought no one else was home yet, but there was Hyunjin, watching tv.
"How long have you been here?" Jisung asked.
"Like an hour. Sounded like you two had fun. I'm traumatized."
We both burst into laughter.
"Why didn't you just leave?" I asked.
"I don't know honestly. I hated it but I just had to hear it, you know?" This only made us laugh more.
"You're welcome to a threesome anytime." Jisung said and I playfully hit him.
"Gross."
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oop i wrote more smut. i hate it.
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nightmares | minsung ☑
Hayran KurguMinho starts having nightmares about Jisung dying. After they happen he can't help but go to him. He starts sleeping in Jisung's bed everynight. Which brings them closer to each other. Warnings! -Swearing -Sex -Mentions of suicide -Self harm