SEULGI
After all the jetlag and preparations, finally everything fall to its place accordingly I am just waiting for it to happen few minutes from now to say that happy ever after exist. I once built a future with Seungwan, thinking we would make it until this day. Just like other couples, we were meant to meet and fell but never meant to last forever.
We specifically chose Freegate Island so the event will be exclusive for us and invited few people. Everything seems surreal for me. I am in awe with the breathtaking view of the beach front. Just like what you normally see from a post card. Also I never expect that all my emotions will be heightened like this. I am both nervous and overjoy. I could not measure which contributes more. Earlier inside my hotel room I've been walking back and forth. In times like this I really need Lisa to calm me and assure me that "hey, chill out. It's gonna be a great day."
I arrived in this private island with my family first. While hers is staying in a hotel in the city. I haven't got a single txt from her which isn't helping at all. I didn't see a chopper or a yatch arrives yet. I can't just wait without knowing. Did she back out after our thorough planning? What should I do if ever she decided to not show up later?
So I'm really early for the call time. My team and the head coordinator have been fixing my hair and make up. I am all nervous. I haven't sleep for some nights because of too much excitement. I don't even feel that I am at my best for this event.
"I can definitely say I have a pretty little sis." Kyunsoo oppa said as he pinched my cheeks. He's extra looking handsome on bow tie and a white suit.
"Yah!"
Both of my parents smiled on us.
"Your sister is obviously nervous. I felt that way too. Just breathe in and out, darling." My mom advised since she had the same experience long time ago."Relax, you both prepared for this. She must be as excited just like you right at this moment." My dad told me.
"Thanks, Dad. Have you heard from her team?" He looked at my brother.
"She's in the car. She'll be out later."
Oppa assured me. I looked behind me to check if her service has really arrived. "At the parking area, Seulgi. You can't see it from here. Stop being paranoid. She won't ran away." He continued.I pouted. I know she won't run away from me but I just want to see her. We planned this together. It felt forever when we just literally went out for dinner with our family and friends last night. But she had to stay at her hotel assignment and so did I.
I could hear the music started playing from the open venue and that's the cue for the entourage to start the procession. I got the signal to proceed. I looked again behind me and took a deep breathe. She's still not around. The coordinator encouraged me to take my time while walking and gestured that I should smile at the guests. Flashes of cameras and loud congratulatory messages could be heard. I couldn't focus, my thought is in chaos. I held my mom's hand and on the other side clutched on my dad's arm. Kyungsoo oppa was just behind us. "Congrats Sis!"
"Thanks, oppa." My voice was cracking. I couldn't explain if I am overwhelmed. I just wanted to see a glimpse of her.
My eyes were fix at the altar and silently thank God for all the blessings I received. I thanked Lisa for helping me to realize what should be real happiness and to experience how to be loved genuinely. If it weren't for her maybe I am still the old grumpy loser Seulgi.
When we were already on our designated post. My eyes were fixed at the end of the carpet waiting for my bride to show up. "Please, please hurry. I want to see you. Please show up." I mentally chanted. Oppa had been nudging me because I kept crying like a kid. It's the happiest moment of my life but I was crying like it's the end of the world.
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