Rafe dragged me up the stairs up to his room as we got to his house. He opened the door to his bedroom and practically threw me on the bed as he rushed his hands through his hair, "oh my fuck.." there was a small pause after he said that as he walked back and fourth, "FUCK!" when he raised his voice, he went tword his wall punching a hole in it making me flinch. I just shut my eyes as my boyfriend had a meltdown in front of me. A single tear trickled down my face, he was mad because of me. "I'm sorry" I lightly said. It caught rafes attention, he noticed my stiffness and the tear on my cheek, he knew he scared me. His face dropped as he walked over to me, he began shaking his head, "no.. no no baby no why are you apologizing I'm so sorry I'm so fucking sorry I scared you" I looked up at him as he was now in front of me as I sat on his bed. He used one of his hands to wipe the tear from my face, which made me break out into a sobbing mess. He immediately wrapped his arms around me and picked me up off the bed. I wrapped my arms around his neck as I sobbed into his chest. It broke rafe, he did this, to the one and only girl he loved. "I'm sorry rafe" I said in between sobs. He just shut his eyes at the sound of my voice, it was fear, sadness, all caused by him. "You didn't do anything baby..you didn't. It was me I got mad I got jealous it wasn't you, you didn't do anything baby you're perfect. I'm sorry I'm sorry.. I'm so fucking sorry I didn't mean to scare you." My breathing slowed down as rafes grip tightened on my small figure. He moved one of his hands up to my head, letting me rest it on his shoulder. He shut his eyes as he backed up till he hit the wall. He slid down until he reached the floor, his grip still tight on me. I sat in his lap with my head rested on his chest. This was the first time rafe had done something like this. And he swore to himself he'd never do it again. Not to me.