What's next?

Chapter 4

After Jason leaves I hear my phone ring, but I finish unpacking. After a few minutes my phone rings again so I answer it.
"Hey, Aubrey it's Sarah."
"Hey, what have you been doing lately?"
"Um, nothing much. Hey I'm really sorry about what happened with your mom and dad. I know you were really close to your mom. How's Jason doing with all of this?"
"He's doing fine, I think he is being responsible and trying to help me through all of this."
"Oh, well um..."
It's quite for a couple of minutes, but it seems longer. I can tell she is trying to find the right words to say.
"Okay, I guess I'll talk to you later."
"Okay,bye."
When the phone turns off, I try to finish un-packing but I can't. I fall on my bed crying harder than I thought I could've. The whole effect is crashing on me, the effect that I don't have any parents now and never will again.
I finish un-packing my stuff later and suddenly the hunger crawls into me like I haven't ate in a year. So I turn the door knob and open the door to find my grandma there. " I was about to come get you."she says in a voice that sounds full of laughter. "Is dinner ready?" I say while I rub my stomach on the verge of laughter." Why yes it is, there is cheese pizza, pepperoni pizza, and supreme pizza. Which one would you like?" She says with a huge smile on her face. I already knows she knows which one is my favorite, but I answer her back"Supreme,please."giggling.
After we to are filled to are limit and put are our plates up Jason asks"So when is mom's and dad's funeral?" He says in a cold, dark voice."Jason, we just found out! We still need to find a funeral home and a place where they can be buried." I say wanting to just scream at him for being so careless." Well, I just want to get it over with so I don't have to sulk over the past and move on!" He is screaming at me knowing that I'm still heartbroken over the news."" All right, that's enough you two! Jason we will figure it out as soon as possible, I can start look at places tomorrow."grandma says in a harsh voice. I can tell she is just as surprised by Jason's remark, but I understand why he wants to get it over with as soon as possible. He was really close to both and couldn't bear loosing them,but now that we have he doesn't know what to do. He doesn't know what's next in life for us.