Jaiyanna Evie Lenna Suarez (Jai's) POV
Yes , it's our last day here in South Korea . I wanted to enjoy nang hindi masyadong mapapagod, hindi ako pwedeng maggagalaw .
Gustohin ko mang magpaka hyper hindi maari , dahil hindi na ako ordinaryo .
It's already 9 AM KST , so basically alas otso sa Pilipinas, papunta kami sa unang destinasyon namin ngayong huling araw namin dito , kalmado lamang na mukha at kilos ang makikita sa akin pero sa loob ko ay ang sobrang sabik na pakiramdam , sino bang hindi masasabik mapuntahan ang National Museum of Koreaaaa ?
Maaring hindi nga lahat pero sa katulad kong hilig ang bumisita sa ganoong mga lugar ay kapana panabik at importante iyon.
Mula sa mga katagang gamit na gamit, ang walang kupas na " like mother, like daughter" , masasabi kong isa itong katangian na pinagkakasunduan namin ni mama.
Ang pagkahilig ko sa Museums ay bagay na nakuha ko rin sakanya .
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Maya maya pa ay huminto na ang sasakyang nerentahan ng mga kaibigan ni mama.
" Yeyy we're here " biglang excited na usal ni mama . Kita mo sa mga mata ang tuwa at pagkasabik nito .
" Of course you'd talk like that Mom" biro ko .
" Para namang sya hindi excited " baling nya sakin.
" Nevermind. Let's go " sagot ko lang at diretso nang naglakad.
Pag apak pa lamang sa loob ay hindi ko maiwasang mapangiti , expected my super excited inner self is so happy right now. .
Museum is so amazing. I just love visiting them , knowing others' culture , history , Arts and other variety of exhibitions.
Knowing how we get along well in many things , I can't help but to be grateful about it. I still thank God everyday for giving me a mother who made me feel the worth of life.
I pay attention to my mom as she's genuinely appreciating the things in the museum.
" Dad look here" a voice from a girl at my age distracted me from observing.
" Yes baby , why ?" a man responded .
Making me feel anxious out of insecurity.
' Dad' the voice echoed in my ear . Annoyingly .
I distance myself from the people behind those voices
I am aware that I'm no longer a kid to be insecure about things like that, but what can I do if that's the biggest insecurity I have in life?
To have a father beside me too, to have a complete family. Doing things like this together.
I'm old enough but it doesn't mean that my feelings can be invalidated. It still hurts that I don't even know a thing about him .
When I was a kid ,ayaw na ayaw nyang nagtatanong ako about my father. Even now, she never talk about him. So I gave up, although I badly want to know about my father.
MOM'S POV :
Ramdam ko ang mga tingin ng anak ko kanina , bagaman nakatuon ang mata ko sa mga bagay sa museum ay pansin ko rin ang pagmamasid nito saakin .
" Why ? " I was surprised when she move forward , leaving the current spot where she's at.
" Nothing. I'll look here" sagot lamang nito at nagpatuloy sa pagmamasid sa mga naroon.
Masaya ko na lamang syang sinundan ng tingin , alam kong sobrang saya habang ini examine lahat ng bagay na nandito. Walang pinalampas , she wants to see every single thing here. So syempre ako din kasi sakin yun nagmana eh.
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My Fierce Fragile Heart
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