If you could look into the Future would you

Surgery

"Everything okay," The Doctor asked once Mika returned bored "Just seeing your friends how it ended for them makes me think if this is really what I want after"

"I can get you back if that's what you want," The doctor said with a slight frown he understood, it wasn't for everyone, he had lost so many and maybe this simplicity was what he needed" The doctor nodded as he went to set the tardis off. "Do you want to go home now?" he asked.

"There are still things I need to help myself will help myself understand," Mika says honestly, sure they had last been in 2013 but He couldn't think of anything really significant until his mum's surgery but he was scared to go back, he didn't want to go through that again. He had to face it some time even if it was scary "2018 Just after my Mum's Surgery back at the house" He says sadly he had to it was important and he needed to comfort himself shes's okay now, they still had time. They soon arrived at the house, he wanted to avoid seeing anyone he was too closely resembled the younger version now and wanted to avoid a glimpse of his mother "Hello," He smiled as he walked into his recording studio

"Hi," Mika says sighing as he looked over himself "I don't know what to do, I'm scared" 2018 Mika sighs as he looks through his lyrics trying to avoid why he was here "It will be hard, you don't want her to suffer," Mika says sighing he didn't know how much he could say glancing over at the doctor

"He won't remember until it's you, your memories of this only came back when you walked in the TARDIS." He explained knowing he hadn't remembered anything. "I love her, she's always been there and understands me," 2018 Mika said.

"And all those lessons are still there she'll never be gone," Mika says sighing he was struggling himself to still process it sometimes.

"How long has it been, how long does she have," Mika asked he wasn't sure if he wanted to tell him even if he didn't remember

"It's been about a year and a half " He sighs softly looking down it was hard but things were getting better he was as scared of not having her around because he knew it would be okay but that still didn't make it easy. "Hows her voice sounding," Mika asked knowing he'd recorded it a few days ago "I don't know, Maybe Fortune's right maybe I'm using this, Even Paloma hates her song maybe it's not worth it, we need to be a family now," Mika says he didn't want to lose his family with everything else happening.

"They will understand, it'll take time but it's good," He says.

"Everything just feels so complicated, I wish I could help mum, I have all this money why can't I help her," Mika says annoyed, he understood that he wanted to give everything he could to help his mother, to make things easy but He knew there was nothing but being there that could help her, he whipped his eyes sighing and went to leave "I hope your okay" He heard himself say, he smiled slightly it was comforting to hear himself say that.