If you could look into the Future would you

Beruit

Mika sighed as he got back to the TARDIS sitting down "are you okay?" The doctor asked concerned "How do you comfort yourself about a loss that you are still not over" He asked the Doctor sighed "I wish I knew, When you've lived as long as me, you see so much and feel everything sometimes it's so much that you don't know what do with it, but you have to hold it tight because that's what makes you" The Doctor says thinking about all his companions they had all become his friends thought out his life.

"Yeah I think I understand that" Mika sighs thinking as he wondered for the Doctor how hard it might be, he's only met 4 of his friends but he saw that he cared for them all, maybe it was so hard for him "Can we go to Italy 4th August 2020," Mika says he wanted to be there for himself for Beruit he had so many conflicted feelings at the time and maybe he could help him understand,

"The Beruit Explosion," The Doctor asked, Mika was surprised the Doctor had known about that "I follow events on Earth" The Doctor shrugged not sure why it was strange that he knew. He set the coordinates to arrive at the X factor studio as he walked to his dressing room hiding as he waited for him. "Hi," Mika said surprised to see him

"Why are you here," Mika asked confused as he looked at his older self still confused about how he didn't change.

"Ah, You might want to turn your phone on, you'll have a lot of notifications," Mika says simply

The Younger Mika frowned concerned about what it was, had his mum died, or how serious it might be, He saw a few lings from Fortune and friends going to look through. "What the hell" Mika said as he watched the video.

"It's something, It's bad, everyone we know is safe but so many aren't it's still complicated," He told himself, they still didn't really know what happened or if the country was okay, they did their best.

"I can't do anything, I wish I could go there but I can barely go to France to see mum" He sighs "Does This ever get easier"

"Everyone learns to manage and just because you can't visit doesn't mean you can't do something, Maybe a simple fundraiser " He suggested, Simple was the idea but it didn't stay like that "yeah maybe I can work on something, just busy currently, " He says thinking what he could do he needed to look into more, it was overwhelming it worried how people in Lebanon would cope with This and he knew Covid was just as bad.