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Demi's POV

It's been a week since I walked out on Odell and we haven't talked once. He hasn't tried to contact me and I definitely didn't either. Part of me was glad that he didn't have sex with those women, but I was still angry and even more hurt at the fact he entertained it because he didn't think I loved him or gave him enough attention. I've been at Dallas' this whole time and I really appreciated her letting me stay with a baby. I've been super busy with prepping for a tour so half the time I was just there to sleep because I was out all day. Today I had another fitting and I was not in the mood to try on a bunch of lingerie practically. Especially since I found the Instagram Models socials and have been comparing myself to her this whole week. She's fucking stunning and is toned and just perfect. Whereas I'm not. I still have stretch marks from my pregnancy and have extra weight still. I tried to lose it all, but I've come to realize that I will never get back to my pre-baby body. I was okay with that until this whole incident and now I'm just insecure.

 I was okay with that until this whole incident and now I'm just insecure

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"Hey, you there Demi?" Law asks snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah." I breathe out as I sit up a little straighter and look for Carter who was being entertained by my assistant, Jordan.

"Are you sure? You looked upset." He asks again and I nod. I'm sure everyone knows I'm upset because of the articles and pictures that came out about Odell, but I didn't talk about it hoping that people would just let it go.

"I'm fine. Let's just start trying this stuff on." I say standing up and he nods. He starts pulling down some of my wardrobe and it was all gorgeous of course, I just didn't know how it would look on me. I put a smile on my face though and sucked it up because I really did love these designs. I'm just hurt and insecure right now and I'll get over it.

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