I Can't Even Concentrate

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Demi's POV

"Demi! Come over here for a second." Phil calls as soon as I get off stage and I rolled my eyes discreetly as I took a water bottle from Max and walked over to Phil and Mike.

"What?" I ask as I take a large gulp of the water.

"I just wanted to tell you that it looks like you've gained a little weight. Some of the wardrobe doesn't look good anymore." Phil says and my eyes widened and my heart dropped. Who is he to say that I've gained weight. God I fucking hate him.

"What he's trying to say, have you been binging?" Mike then asks loud and fucking clear for everyone to hear. I saw some looks of concern out of the corner of my eyes and I was pissed. I even saw Odell right over mikes shoulder who looked not concerned, but actually pissed. I couldn't tell if it was at me or Mike and Phil.

"I can assure you, she hasn't been binging. She had a baby for gods sake. Don't you realize shit like that is triggering for someone like her? Your practically asking her to mess up when you say her wardrobe doesn't look good." Odell defends walking in front of me almost protectively.

"Don't you think cheating on your girlfriend with a skinny model was triggering for her also?" Phil asks and I gape my mouth open as I grab Odell's arm to stop him from retaliating cause I could only imagine what would come out of his mouth next.

"Let it go." I mumble as his jaw tenses and he balls his fists. There was a crowd starting to form around us and it was embarrassing to be honest. "Odell, lets just go." I say again as I tug on his arm.

"Don't you think you made your girlfriend insecure all over again. Thinking she's not good enough for you?" Phil continues and now I was infuriated.

"Phil shut the fuck up. You don't know what happened and you don't even care what happened. Keep my relationship and my family out of your god damn mouth." I snap at him and everyone looked shocked. I've never spoken up like that to Phil. Normally I just obey and listen and do whatever he says. I've had enough though. Especially when he starts bringing my family into it. It felt good to fight back though. I finally got Odell to walk away and we went backstage to get Carter and get in the car to go to the airport so we can fly to our next city. Odell and I didn't really talk at all until we were on the plane and my assistant and max were both asleep.

"Did you feel like that?" Odell asks quietly after I had walked back over after checking on Carter.

"What?" I ask and he sighs.

"Insecure." He replies and I take a deep breath as I sit down next to him.

"Honestly?" I ask and he nods. "Yeah, it did. I went through her whole Instagram page and compared myself to her for a good week." I answer and I heard him sigh heavily.

"I'm sorry." He whispers and I shake my head.

"It's fine. We're past it." I say back and he looks over at me.

"I don't think you are. I'm sure you're still thinking about it. I just want you to know that you're beautiful and I don't want anyone else but you. Besides, you're thick as fuck and it gives me something to hold." He says smirking towards the end and I giggle shaking my head as I look down. He slid his hand around my waist and I smile as I moved to straddle his lap and his hands instantly found their way to my ass. "And this ass and your thighs. You have no idea how fucking irresistible they are." He continues as he slaps my ass and then grips it in his hands and I smile as I bend down to kiss him. "And by the way, you're wardrobe looks flawless. That white lingerie is sexy as hell. You need to wear that just for me one night." He then mumbles against my lips and I blush as I slide my hands to the back of his neck.