Promise (Me) | Shin Ryujin (GxG) [Completed]

Chapter 12: Her crush

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Seungri High School (승리고등학교)

March 28th, Monday

10:51 AM

Yanae's POV

I don't know why the fuck Ryujin just left me without saying bye. Arin has a real effect on her. Not that I hate Arin. I love Arin, her and my sister have been friends since middle school. But like...

At least say bye.

"It's her crush, I think she was just flustered." Soojin said calmly as we exited the classroom.

"Yeah, I know."

Thank God lunch is next, but not before a class with Arin and Ryujin. 

"Yanae, what happened to you?"

"You can't ask her that!"

"Yah! Don't say things like that to my sister!"

I heard 3 male voices to my left, which I realized were Yoongi, Jungkook and my brother Hoseok. I also heard a female voice telling them to wait up, which I recognized as my sisters'. 

Thanks for your care Yoongi but... What the fuck you mean what happened to me?

"What do you mean by that?"

"You seem a little... Off. Especially next to Ryujin. Are you okay?" I could tell he's really concerned since I never behave like this.

Out of my brothers' friends I am definitely closest to Yoongi and Jungkook. They're like my third parents, kinda like Wheein and Hobi. So when they care for me like I'm family, it just makes my heart warm.

"Did you guys fight? You're never like this, I feel like you'd only act like this if you had a fight." Jungkook continued, making me chuckle softly.

"Ani~~~ We're fine. Ryujin's just... With Arin right now."

Both of them let out sighs of relief, hearing everything is fine.

We are fine, I'm just... Jealous.

All of our friends know about my crush on Ryujin and Ryujin's crush on Arin, so they must know how I feel.

To be honest, I don't want Ryujin to end up with Arin but I know Ryujin will be happy with her so I will sacrifice just for her happiness because I know if she's happy, I'm happy. Forever Jealousy though.

"Anyway, any of you wanna hang out after school?" Jungkook asked, looking at all of us with a smile and raised brows.

"Well... Me and Hobi are going out with Arin, Chorong and Hayoung today, so ya'll can count us out. Sorry." Wheein replied as we stopped by a window to talk.

"We can all hang out together with Miyeon, Karina, Giselle and Hyunjin. They said they don't have plans." Soojin suggested happily and both of the boys agreed.

That sounds great but.

"I think I'm gonna be with Ryujin."

She's always whining for me to be with her. We always hang out together and even though if she would be with Arin, she'd probably drag me along. Yet, the chances she won't be bringing me along are fairly high as of now, which kinda makes me worried and upset.

"Oh okay but if you want, you could both join us." Soojin smiled, putting her arm around my waist.

 "Yeah, we're gonna hang out at one of our houses so you're welcome anytime." Yoongi leaned on the wall coolly while fixing his hair.

I genuinely felt happy, maybe I'm overreacting and overthinking about Ryujin being with Arin. My jealousy may be a little excessive, maybe a lot excessive. But I can't help it, I really think she's the one, the one I really need.

Suddenly the bell rang, signaling us that class starts. All of us low-key panicked because we don't wanna be late and if we were, we'd be in trouble. So we ran in the direction of our classrooms.

For me and Soojin, it was social studies and for the others it was math.

Once we were outside the classroom, we noticed that Ryujin and Arin were already there and Ryujin was looking at Arin with a sparkle in her eyes. I felt extremely jealous but I didn't want to make a scene and do something about it so I just looked away and tried not to think about it despite my jealousy.

I saw our professor entering the classroom and soon all the students followed. I took a seat by the window, expecting Ryujin to sit next to me but...

She didn't.

I was mildly confused and very weirded out watching her sit next to Arin, just at the table next to me.

"I know, I'm confused too." Karina said as she sat next to me, putting her bag on the floor.

At least somebody knows how I feel.

Soojin, Giselle, Mashiro and Aisha sat around us and also stared at Ryujin and confusion.

"I'm sure she'll sit with you at lunch but this looks and feels weird." Karina said, turning her head away from the two girls.

I sure hope so because I don't like it. And it feels much weirder for me than for anybody looking at them.

I honestly felt really upset about Ryujin being with Arin, it's hardly been 2 hours yet I miss her like we've been apart for 2 months. Now I don't want Ryujin to hang out with me only, I'm not stopping her from talking to or hanging out with other people whatsoever.

But like damn! Don't ignore me, Ryu!

If Ryujin ignores me for like 5 minutes I'm feeling upset and guilty but she's been ignoring me for like 15 minutes! She didn't look at me at break and she didn't sit next to me.

Right now, I'm feeling jealous, upset and angry but I'm still somehow happy that my best friend is getting closer to her crush but yet... She's completely ignoring me.

Gosh Ryujin! Don't you notice how much I love you?!

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