Play 'Put It Straight' by (G)I-DLE
Yu Household (유 가정)
March 29th, Tuesday
6:30 PM
Yanae's POV
"Wonder who that could be." Karina giggled before getting up to open the door.
Just a second ago we were dying of laughter and now we're just starting to calm down.
"Yanae! Come here!" Karina called out to me, which indicated me that the person at the door was Wheein or Hoseok.
I got up and went over to Karina, I was right, it's Hobi.
"Come on Yanae, let's go home, mom's making dinner." He smiled.
I gathered my things and said goodbye to the girls before going out with Hobi.
Karina is our neighbor so it's not a long walk from our house and we can come over anytime we like.
"You okay now? You're not sad anymore? Need more sunshine?" My big brother questioned.
To be honest, I still feel pretty sad because I just ruined a very special friendship, with my best friend. But I have other friends and I can always count on them to cheer me up.
"I'm fine."
I tried to sound fine because I am fine... Kinda. I'm better.
"You still need sunshine~~~."
"You're my sunshine~~~ With no damn cloud."
He laughed before opening the front door of our house, a little surprised to see Hyejin and Yujin with Wheein.
"Oh hey guys." I greeted my sister and friends, making them look up at me.
I sat down in between Yujin and Hoseok as my mom started putting the hot plates of food in front of us.
"Why didn't you come to school today? You scared the shit out of me! I thought you were dead or something." Yujin whispered jokingly, making me chuckle.
"No, I'm fine but I promise I'll be there tomorrow." I responded.
"By the way, I had to cover up for you so many times today, even dad. You owe me one." Hobi said before our parents joined us at the table and soon we started eating.
The atmosphere was very chill but for me it was kinda... Weird. I was alone most of the day and now I feel a little awkward. Besides all that's in my head is Ryujin and how she might hate me.
Damn, Ryujin must feel so confused and frazzled but so happy at the same time because she will have more time with Arin.
I still love her, very much and I will do anything to go back to how we were, but this shit be hurting. I'm getting sad again, I need to stop.
싫다고 말해
사랑하지 않는다고 말해 봐
내 맘이 떠날 거 같이
너가 미워질 거 같이좋다고 말해
아니 사랑하고 있다고 말해 줘
좋았던 그때와 같이
이제 사랑할 순 없니(Just say no
Just tell me that you don't love me
Like my heart is going to leave
Like I'm going to hate youJust say yes
No, I mean tell me you're in love
Just like the good times
Can't you love me now?)"Yanae? Did you hear me?" My mom asked.
"Oh, sorry just spaced out." I responded.
"Did you have fun with Karina before Hoseok came and ruined it?" She asked jokingly, making us all laugh.
"Mom! You literally asked me to go pick her up!" He pouted, trying not to laugh.
"Doesn't matter! I was having a good time until I had to go!"
"Mkay, enough eat before I choke on my food." Wheein commented, taking another huge bite of her food.
All I need to do today is finish this meal, get ready for bed and prepare myself for the next day... And also not cry over Ryujin.
What the fuck is wrong with me today, I am a rollercoaster of emotions today. First I was crying, than I was fine, just now we were laughing at the dinner table and having fun but now I thought of Ryujin and now I'm fucking sad.
What the fuck.
We ate our dinner and hung out with Hyejin and Yujin for a while before I headed up the stairs and started getting ready for bed with Ryujin never leaving my mind.
Well one more year and I won't have to see her ever again. What a sad world we live in.
I decided to sleep and mentally prepare myself for the day ahead but my brother had different plans.
Once I was already comfy in my bed, my brother came into my room with a slightly worried expression on his face.
"Sunnie, what's wrong?" He sat down on my desk chair, his tone of voice perfectly matching his face.
"Why would something be wrong Hobi?"
I was honestly quite confused as to why he was acting like this but I had a slight idea as to why. But I could be wrong.
"Well some clouds seemed to cover the sun and it rained... A lot. What's wrong? You've been sad since I picked you up from Karina's." He pouted while leaning back on the chair, waiting for me to hopefully explain.
"Well yesterday I said to Ryujin that I like her and then she just ran away from me... And now she hates me." I explained, sadness now completely flooding over me.
"No she doesn't, she's your best friend. Before she could hate you, wouldn't you think that me and Wheein would've killed her? Huh?" He joked, making me chuckle.
"But no, she wouldn't hate you. Never. She ran away from school crying, Yoongi hyung told me."
"Really?" I was on the verge of tears and this made them fall.
"Mhmm, maybe talk to her tomorrow. I'm sure everything will be fine... Now don't cry! Don't let the sun stop shining!" He pat my head while flashing the signature wide smile that all four of us have.
"You're my sunshine Hobi!"
"And ain't no damn cloud covering me from you! I love you! Goodnight little one."
"Goodnight. I love you too!"
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