Promise (Me) | Shin Ryujin (GxG) [Completed]

Chapter 16: Why would I be happy?

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Seungri High School (승리고등학교)

March 29th, Tuesday

7:30 AM

Ryujin's POV

I couldn't believe what happened yesterday. I felt so confused and frazzled yet sad, I cried for many hours. I don't think I'm gonna be able to look at her the same way.

I still have to go to school though. I guess I'll see her there and I'm not so happy about it.

I've been just sitting here, on my couch, thinking about what will happen at school today. But I like to think that Arin will be there and that I'll just spend the day with her like I did yesterday.

"Oh come on unnie, you've been sitting here for ten minutes! Lets go!" My younger sister complained for the hundredth time before loudly stomping her feet out the front door.

"Coming...."

At school...

"So she confessed? Ohh~~!" Arin seemed happy when I told her. I don't know why.

She makes my day so much better, I feel secure, happy and safe around her.

After what happened yesterday with Yanae, I felt, and still feel disbelief, sadness and confusion but with Arin, I feel much better, I feel happier and all of that seemed to fade away.

"And then what happened?"

"I-I just ran away... And then cried... At home."

"Awww Ryujin-ah, I thought you would be happy to be honest... But I guess I was wrong." Arin lightly scolded me but yet, she radiated such bubbly energy.

Why would I be happy? I'm actually anything but happy, I am so flustered and confused.

Like my best friend confessed to me, WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO NOW?

I just need to figure a lot of things out and I need to clear my mind, think about my feelings, cleanse my soul.

But it's only 10:30 and I get out at 5 today so I can't do that. Now is gym, Yaneli's favorite class but I need to push through it... Without Yaneli.

She didn't come to school for some reason, I asked Wheein and Hoseok, Karina, Soojin, Miyeon and some other friends why but half of them responded that they don't know.

Hobi told me she stayed over at Karina's but when I asked Karina why Yanae isn't at school, she told me she didn't know.

So now I'm in a very confusing place and I need to get out.

Me and Arin walked out onto the basketball court along with some other friends, seeing our coach already waiting.

"Alright since everyone is here, let's start with the warm up. Pick a partner. For the warm up you're gonna be doing minimum twenty-five push-ups and sit-ups, two loops around the court, two minutes plank and then you're gonna attempt twenty-five pull-ups"

Fuck. Me.

I hate these gym warm ups. I wish Yaneli was here to get me through, but she's not.

"Okay, let's get this over with. Come on Ryu." Arin said with a long sigh as she grabbed my hand.

My heart skipped a beat having my hand in hers, her hands are so soft and mine fit so well in hers.

Maybe this day isn't so bad after all.

After gym...

My ankle hurts so badly. It's bringing me so much discomfort right now.

I hurt my ankle really badly in the middle of the game and I had to sit out. I feel so disappointed in myself, my team still won and I'm proud of them but the fact that I had to sit out, I just feel so disappointed.

"Are you okay Ryujinnie?" Arin asked as we headed out of the locker room.

At least I have Arin.

"Yeah I'm better now that you're here." She laughed as she rubbed my shoulder, thanking me.

My God that laugh is the sweetest sound known to man and it just makes my ears melt every time.

She's my drug, I just can't get enough.

"Ah Ryujin-ah, don't be ridiculous!"

"I'm not!"

Soon enough, the bell rang which indicated us that class is starting, unfortunately me and Arin had separate classes for the rest of the day and we had to split apart.

I rushed to the classroom, despite the pain in my ankle where I saw more of my classmates entering.

"Good morning Mr. Jung." I greeted the literature teacher as he sent me a small smile.

"Good morning Ryujin."

I took my usual seat but the seat next to me remained empty. Normally Yanae or Arin would sit with me but Arin has another class and Yanae didn't come to school today.

It honestly felt kinda lonely, especially that all my other friends sat around me and not with me.

Okay now that I think about it, I feel very lonely.

I wish that Yanae or Arin would be here right now, next to me.

"Hi Ryujin~~~."

Oh no. Not her. Please don't make her sit next to me.

Anyone but her.

"Fuck off." I said not even looking at her and just looked forward, at the professor.

"Mmmm, how bout no." She said as she sat down next to me and set her bag on the table.

Fuck. My. Life.

To add to the loneliness, I have the person I despise the most right now.

My ex girlfriend.

"Umji, please fuck off and just sit with one of your friends please~~~ I beg you." I put my hands on my head before I heard her laugh.

She sounds exactly how she is.

Terrible.

I can't believe how once I grew fond of her laugh and her voice, but ever since I saw her true colors, I hated it ever since.

"Alright everyone, pay attention." Our professor caught everyone's attention before he started teaching.

Great. Now I'm stuck with this bitch.

"I thought you'd be happy to see me, Ryujin." Umji pouted.

Ugh, that pout.

When we were dating, I thought that pout was the most adorable thing ever but now it's everything but that.

"Why would I be happy? All I am now is annoyed." I mumbled the last part.

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