Play 'Fine' by Taeyeon
Seungri High School (승리고등학교)
March 29th, Tuesday
11:20 AM
Ryujin's POV
As soon as the bell rang, I ran full speed out the door of the classroom in tears. I ignored all my friends and professor yelling to me to wait up.
I mind is a mess, my heart is aching and all I wanna do is cry my fucking eyes out. I need to just figure everything out and let my emotions out.
"Ryujin-ah, where are you going?" Yoongi oppa stopped me with Jin, Jimin and Jungkook behind him.
He sounded and looked really worried about me, just like the men behind him looked. I figured that Hoseok would find out through Yanae and Yoongi so I just sped past them and ran home sobbing, ignoring everyone around me.
Yes, I am gonna get in trouble.
No, I don't care.
Like what do I do? What do I have to do to face my best friend again? Will I ever recover from this?
I just wanna lock myself in my room and maybe attempt fix my poor shattered heart that just fell from the 16th floor.
I've never felt so broken in my life and it's just because of a few words that my best friend said. I wish I could just curl up and cry my eyes out... In Yaneli's arms but I can't ever look at her the same!
I ran into my house, tears streaming down my cheeks so fast, I couldn't even wipe them before more started to fall.
"Ryujin? Ryujin! What are you doing? Aren't you supposed to be in school?"
"Are you crying? What happened sweetie? Ryujin! You can't get away with skipping school!"
I ignored my parents and just slammed my bedroom door shut, not even locking it and just started sobbing into my knees on the floor.
It only took a few seconds before both of my parents came into my room.
Fuck. Now I have to confess.
"Ryujin-ah, what happened?" My mother spoke softly before wrapped her arms around me.
"Well y-yesterday Y-Yanae said sh-she liked me a-and I don't know what to do!" I cried out before they picked me up and put me on my bed.
"And did something happen today happen today? Did you talk to Yanae today?" My dad asked.
"N-No, she wasn't at school today... W-Why would that matter?"
I just wanna be alone, I just wanna die, I just wanna have my heart in one piece... At least.
"Well... Why don't you talk to her?"
"No!"
"We'll talk later, we'll leave you alone... Cry it out if you need to angel."
Finally. Thank you mom.
I started bawling my eyes out as both of my parents quickly made their way out. Much needed.
나는 아니야
쉽지 않을 것 같아
여전하게도 넌 내 하루하루를 채우고
아직은 아니야
바보처럼 되뇌는 나
입가에 맴도는 말을 삼킬 수 없어
It's not fine
Ah ah ah ah it's not fine(Not me
It won't be easy for me
Still, you fill up my days
Not yet
I tell myself, like a fool
I can't swallow the words that linger in my mouth
It's not fine
Ah ah ah ah it's not fine)Yanae's POV
"Lovey? Are you still here? I'm back!" I heard Karina yell before I heard her coming to the kitchen where I am.
"Hey..."
"Are you feeling okay?" She back-hugged me and watched me cutting fruits for us to share.
"No, but I'm better than before. My eyes hurt from crying, they're red as fuck but at least there's no more tears in them... For now."
"Yaayyy, loveys not crying anymore!" She slightly cheered before continuing.
"I invited Soojin, she should be here in a few minutes."
"Aww yay!"
These 2 are the little light in my dark day. Even though I'm sad, I have Karina and Soojin to cheer me up.
Soon enough, we heard the front door open and it was Soojin who looked bubbly and happy like always.
What a cute babieeeee.
"Aww y'all two so cute~~ I brought Miyeon and Soyeon, is that okay Kari?" She smiled as they appeared behind her.
We gathered up in a group hug before Soyeon spoke.
"Yaneli no sad no more okay? You have us and you have a real sunshine at home. Maybe after some time we'll drop you off by Hobi oppa's request."
"Ok sweetie."
At some point we pulled away from the hug and sat on the couch together and shared the previously cut fruit by me.
"You won't believe what happened at school today." Soojin chuckled, which made me curious.
The sadness that I felt seemed to go away now that I'm with Soojin, Miyeon, Soyeon and Karina. I still miss Ryujin but this is better than being lonely.
"What happened? What happened?"
"Well~~." Soojin trailed off cutely before looking at Soyeon.
"Well today, during gym we played basketball and like halfway through the game Ryujin hurt her ancle because of Umji and then she had to sit next to her during literature. That's karma for rejecting you!"
Aww poor baby.
I slightly chuckled and believed it was somewhat a form of karma but she doesn't deserve it.
"Oh and also~~ Aecha confessed to Hobi!" Karina laughed and the four of us started dying of laughter.
The AUDACITY.
This girl really thinks she has a chance with Jung Hoseok.
Not to brag but to brag, Hoseok and Yunho have been popular for being attractive in this school for... Always, I think. And me and Wheein weren't known as 'Hoseok and Yunho's sisters'.
We're known as 'The Jaw-dropping Jungs'. Meanwhile Aecha is know as 'AAA', 'Annoying Ass Aecha'.
"And what did Hobi do?" I asked, intrigued.
"Well she said Hobi, you're my sunshine and then Yoongi oppa said-" She cut herself off with her own laughter before Miyeon continued.
"Yoongi oppa said And I'm your cloud ,fuck off."
The room was quickly filled with uncontrollable laughter, I couldn't hear my thoughts.
We were laughing messes, Miyeon started choking on a strawberry, Karina sounded like a windshield wiper, Soojin was suffocating herself in her hands, Soyeon was on the floor and I'm crying, this time of laughter.
"We need this to stop! I'm literally gonna run out of air to breathe!" I laughed out before we all heard a knock on the door.
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