-A CONFESSION –
Ciel’s alarm blazing through her eyes. For 25 years she’s been living, she still hates the alarm sound. She woke up early today because she promised to be at Billie’s at 8AM so that they can have breakfast with her family. If someone said she is not nervous, they really don’t know about Ciel. Ciel was on the verge of breaking at the moment. She had no idea what she will do if her parents disapprove of their relationship.
Billie told Ciel that whatever happens, she will still choose Ciel and that makes her heart better. She thought Billie will be scared and did not expect Billie can be this brave. Ciel knows that Billie is being serious and she is so happy at the moment. She got the best daughter, now she will have Billie all to herself. Sometimes she doubts if Billie only likes her because she’s richer now but Billie never asked for her money or claimed over time too much. Billie is sincere, and Billie said she will show it to Ciel.
Ciel suddenly had really naughty thoughts, the truth is Ciel is still a virgin. She never had time sleeping around with a woman because she was busy studying and got a child. She was wondering how their first time would be.
“Should I ask Rue? Or Jules? Or should I watch…. Err soft porn?”
Ciel blushed by herself. Being the nerdy one, she never even tried masturbate by herself. She had no intention on doing so at all.
“You are not a pervert Ciel, why are you thinking such things? Billie is just starting a relationship with you and you already think about this thing…”
Well she is not thinking about that actually but having Billie back into her arms, she feels the need to learn that in case like one day, they will do it. Ciel wants her first night to be special.
“Wait, you don’t even know if Billie had sex before or not… Stop thinking about it CIEL!!”
Ciel was screaming by herself, thinking about all these eroticism images. She decided to wake up and feed her old cats. Leo and Luca are old and they became lazier every minute. Ciel put them in her room because they refused to be elsewhere. Ciel went into the shower to get ready before waking up Ella. Once she’s done, she went out of the room just to see Ella is already ready to go.
“Come on Mama, we don’t want to be late for Mommy Bil!” Ciel chuckles hearing Ella already called Billie her mommy.
“El, Auntie Bil is not your mommy yet, so do not call her that… She might be shocked… And who dress my beautiful daughter up?”
“Nanny Adie! Do I look beautiful Mama?” Ciel nods because indeed Ella is a beautiful girl.
“Mama! After meeting Auntie Bil Bil, Auntie Ruru wanted to bring me to eat Ice cream… Can I go with them please?!! Can I leave Auntie Bil with you?”
“Sure baby, I’ll bring Auntie Bil to our house so that you can go out with Auntie Ruru and Jule ok?” Ella jumps in excitement knowing her Mama approved her sweet tooth.
“And Mama, can you make Auntie Bil my Mommy please?” Ciel choked herself a little bit hearing that from her five years old daughter. Ella just giggles and asked her Mama to hurry to go to her new favourite person. Ciel sigh while smiling looking at her cheeky daughter.
Billie woke early this morning and after getting ready, she went down to search for her parents. She told her parents about someone special coming today. She wanted to prepare some egg sandwich and bacon because Ciel loves these two food combinations when she’s having her breakfast.
“Good Morning Bil, have a good sleep? You looked happy today?” Billie smiled hugging her mom playfully.
“Mom, I am just okay… I want to make some breakfast for the person coming to our house later…”
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YOUNG & NAIVE // BILLIE EILISH
Hayran Kurgu[COMPLETED] Too willing to believe that someone is telling the truth, that people's intentions in general are good, or that life is simple and fair. People are often naive because they are young and/or have not had much experience of life: She was...
