"you made me so fucking crazy, you know? i've never wanted to destroy someone as much as you."
didn't your mom tell you to not talk with strangers? especially the forbidden one. well.. sometimes, the desire is that strong, that we can't stop ourselv...
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sinful. ⸻ [ 章 28 ] 。 ❛ the nightmare. ❜
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I shouldn't trust him. He's deceiving me. He is misleading. I will die if I give up for him. The death is destined for me.
I woke up abruptly, and these five sentences were wandering through my mind. I grabbed my temples, and rubbed them with my fingers, trying to get rid of the high tone in my ears. My head was buzzing, I felt like everything was spinning around.
"Is everything all right?" concerned about my abrupt sitting down, Jungwon gently touched my arm. I felt pain where our skin touched. His touch burned, and it was terrible.
I pushed him hard, and I almost fell off the bed if his strong hands wouldn't catch me in the right time. I was breathing hard, full of panic and fear. I didn't know what was happening. Who and why someone told me those things in a dream?
"Calm down, angel," Jungwon whispered, pulling me tightly against his chest, "You're alright. Don't worry." he embraced me, and hugged me tightly.
Jungwon put his chin on my head, and began to gently stroke my hair, while humming a song. I don't know why, but I was shaking with the spasms of crying that involuntarily left my body. What was going on with me?
Only after a dozen or so minutes of gentle stroking and tender whispers, Jungwon was able to calm me down. I snuggled closer to his T-shirt, which was completely soaked with my tears. I was inhaling his scent that was so addictive.
"What did you dream about?" he asked, as I gently loosened my grip. The man pushed a little away from me, and gently cupped my cheeks. He wiped my tears with his fingers, and brushed away the hair, that fell on my face. I knew I looked bad, but I didn't care.
In Jungwon's eyes I saw the fear, the anxiety, and how much he was worried about me. "Come into my mind, check it by yourself," I just said, gulping.
The brunette looked deeply into my eyes. In a surprise, I felt him breaking through my memories. My soul, heart and mind belonged to him at that moment. He could read anything, and he knew everything.
The man blinked a few times, and hugged me tightly again. He kissed the top of my head, and gently patted my back, "I know you won't believe me, but I'll do my best to make sure you don't get hurt." he whispered softly.
"But you want to destroy me.." I whispered sadly, still remembering the words he said to me not that long time ago.
