As much as it hurts, I can feel it trailing me in. Is this love or a sign to give up? I thought love was supposed to be sweet and lovely, but why does it hurt so much? I'm holding on, but not for long.
⚠️Tw!! Eating disorder mentions!⚠️
Start date:...
I get my demerits and I have to go to the company tomorrow to work. I sit in bed with my eyes wide open just thinking about earlier. My phone buzzes and I pick it up to see a new message. I open it to see Sunghoon online and typing to me.
Sunghoon:
Sunghoon: Hey. I just wanted to check in with u ;)
Me: Omg thankssss! im okay but I got extra work and demerits :(
Sunghoon: Aww that sucks. im sorry for Jake he just has a hard time after his ex Sujin...
Me: no no I overreacted earlier! im super sorry and i feel so guilty :(((
Sunghoon: dont be, hes a idiot sometimes.
Me: LMAO okay hoon! Imma name your contacts hoon HAHA
*You have changed this contact name to 'hoon 👍'*
hoon 👍: Ive never had such a bad nickname! My fans call me ice prince or smth...
Me: Stfu its a great nickname! also ICE PRINCE?! why. are you anemic?? HAHA
hoon 👍: HEY NO! CAUSE I USED TO ICE SKATE! you know nothing about me smh
Me: so sorry for the misunderstanding my ice prince HAHA
hoon 👍: i hate you 🙄
Me: nah ik you love me <3
hoon 👍: what??! who told you? JAY...
Me: wtf no. its called sarcasm. ever heard of it you fossil?
*hoon 👍 has went offline*
Me: okok im sorrryyyy im just jokinggg
hoon 👍: im not mad! sorry for going offline, Niki was talking to me :(
Me: oh i heard how young he was :( tell him to take care of his health and ill bring smth for him tom
hoon 👍: rude! im your new bestie and your leaving me for niki?? smh smh
Me: its for all your members and you, you doofus
hoon 👍: oh okayyy. love youuu gnnn!!
Me: woah ice prince slow it down. but gn...
hoon 👍: also tom imma be at hybe practicing so we can meet up if you want
Me: sure sure. <3
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The next day I go alone to Hybe while my members get a day off. They try to persuade my manager to let me stay but I assure them it's nothing. I got the Enhypen members these little bracelets because Jay told me they didn't have anything that is matching.
I head to Hybe with a staff and I decide to update my weverse.
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