PRESENT TIME, ONE WEEK AFTER HARRY'S DEATH, AT NIGHT, AT HOME, IN BED, ALONE
L O U I SIt's so cold at home. I am all alone.
I am not used to beeing alone because the love of my life was always with me. Always.
No matter where I went, he went with me.
We met in a bakery.
He was at work and I wanted to buy bread for breakfast.
We immediately knew that something special was in the air.
You may not believe but I felt loved as soon as he smiled at me and wrote his phone number on the back of my hand, sending me a wink.
We texted everyday, nearly every hour. Even when we were together already.
I work across the street in a small store and I watched him everyday.
I had the perfect view.
He once texted me that he could see me staring at him and I should better stop doing that or the people will think I am a weird stalker.
He always called me Cheeky little BooBear and I can still hear his giggle in the back of my mind when I think back to it.
He's such an amazing person. Probably the best person in the whole world.
The love of my life would have never hurt anyone. He respected and loved anyone and anything in this world.
Hell, he even apologized to the wall when he bumped into it at home once.
I nearly died of laughing that moment but it was just another prove that he's the most amazing and kindest person in the whole world.
He cares about other people more than himself.
He's an angel and god needed one to protect others so he picked the love of my life.
I think God made a good decision.
I know that he would do anything to protect this person and I am so proud of him.
I hope the love of my life's happy now, up there in heaven.
His funeral's in two weeks and I am so scared of that to happen.
I know he's at peace now but I still try to not ignore the fact that he's dead because I would be crying all day, every hour, every minute and every second of my whole life and I don't want to do that.
The love of my life told me not to cry too much and I should try to smile for him at least once everyday. He said he will be able to see it and I know he wants me to go on with my life and be happy.
I honestly don't know if I am able to do that because I miss him so much.
How am I supposed to smile when my soul and my heart left my body?
I already lost my life when the love of my life died.
And...He was / is so much more than just that.
He was / is my life.
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