He's the most beautiful person in the whole world. It didn't matter what other people thought. For me, he's and would always be the most beautiful person in the whole world.
OR when Louis' depressed because Harry's dead and he remembers the special...
PRESENT TIME, TWO DAYS LATER, IN THE AFTERNOON, AT WORK, THINKING ABOUT HARRY
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L O U I S
I wasn't the type of person who gives up easily but now I am and I have the feeling I have to change that.
I have to get the control over my life back.
I can't do anything that will bring back the love of my life and I feel like I finally have to accept that.
I have to go on with my life. I have no idea of how I do that but I have to do it.
I won't ever forget the love of my life, he will be in my mind forever but I have to distract myself.
I don't know if I can do that but I have to try.
I know that the last thing Hazza would want is me killing myself.
„Go on with your life. Do it for me. You have your whole life infront of yourself still. Don't throw it away."
I feel like it's time to grieve now.
It will be hard but it's the only way to get out of this alive.
I have the strong urdge to kill myself so I can be with the love of my life but I know that he doesn't want me to do it and I know that I have to listen to him.
I need to get myself help.
Maybe everything will be alright in some time then?
(LATER THAT DAY, IN THE EVENING, INFRONT OF HARRY'S GRAVE)
„I gave myself permission to grieve, Hazza. I know that you want me to go on with my life and this is my way of doing it. I have to grieve and I hope I will be alright again one day. I need to have a lot of patience but I think I can do it. I know you will be so proud of me if I manage to go through this. I am very proud of you too and I love you, yeah? I love everything about you. You are the most beautiful person I have ever seen. Please, never forget that. I will talk to you tomorrow again. Wish me a good night. I have to work tomorrow at six already. I was at the bakery today. Barbara wants to visit you. I gave her permission to. I know you'd want her to visit you, am I right? I have to leave now. You are always on my mind. Bye, Haz."
