PRESENT TIME, FOUR DAYS LATER, AT NIGHT, AT HOME, ON THE FLOOR, ALONE, CRYING
L O U I SThe love of my life's at peace in heaven, smiling and I am at home, on the floor, alone, crying.
I hate myself.
Maybe I could have done something and the love of my life wouldn't have died like this.
In a hospital bed with pain written all over his face.
He deserved better. He deserved so much better.
He deserved to never die.
I could have saved him.
He always helped at charity events and visited sick children in hospitals and spent his free time with disabled children to make them happy.
He always told me about them when I came back from work and he was already at the hospital.
- THREE MONTHS BEFORE HARRY'S DIAGNOSIS -
„I met Emily today, Lou. She was born with a cardiac defect. She's amazing. Why do the best person's have to be in danger of dying sooner than other people? She's only three years old. Her mother told me that Emily could die every day, every minute, every second. She wants her daughter to live the best life until that day. Isn't it crazy how fast a life can be turned up side down within such a short time? Em's mother said she will kill herself too after Emily's death. She's the only thing she has and she would die for her daughter at any time. She wants to see Emily again and she only will in heaven. I told her what of an amazing mother she was and she said that I was the best person she ever met. He added that I gave her and Emily strength. I pray for them that Emy won't die so soon. They both should enjoy life first before ending it. What do you think?"
I gulp and shake my head before pulling him to my chest, pressing a kiss on his head.
„You are amazing, Hazza. God, I can't express how proud I am of you. Emily and her mother had so much luck to meet you before death. Emily's mother's right by the way. You do are the best person I ever met and the best person in the whole world. I love you so so much."
„I love you too, Lou. So so much."
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REMEMBERING HARRY
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