SIX MONTHS AGO, AFTER HARRY'S DIAGNOSIS, AT HOME, AT NIGHT, IN BED, TOGETHER WITH HARRY
L O U I SHazza had a brain tumor.
The doctors said, it was too late already. The tumor was very agressive and they said that he would die soon.
Neither one of us was ready for it.
In bed tonight, we were both crying because we were both scared of the future and what would happen. Hazza cuddled onto me, tightly.
„I will never ever forget you, Lou. When I am gone, I will wait for you in heaven. Wait for your death day, okay? Go on with your life and I will see you again there then. I want you to tell me everything that happened after I left. Everything. Can you promise me that you will do that for me?"
I sniffed before nodding my head.
„Of course, Hazza. I promise you, I will do that. I won't ever forget you also. You will always be on my mind and you will always be a part of me. Nothing will ever change that. Nobody and nothing's strong enough to do that."
He cuddled onto me again and sobbed and next he said made my heart bleed.
„Why do I have to have cancer? I don't want to die, Lou. I don't want to leave you alone. I want to be with you forever. I want to be able to hug and kiss you whenever I want to. Is that too much to ask for?"
„God needs an angel, Hazza. You can be the protecter of a little kid and you can save him or her. That's great. I know that you love helping people more than anything else in the world."
I pressed a gentle kiss on his fluffy curly hair.
Hazza sobbed and shook his head, violently.
„That's not true, Lou. I won't ever love anything or anyone more than you. Never ever."
„Me too, Hazza. Never ever. I promise."
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