Until Then

Surprise

Gun's POV.

I'm wide awake. From the moment that dream hunted me, I have not been able to sleep the whole night. As the sun rises I checked out the window. Time was running so slow and I can't tell Off about the dream because that would be even more weird, should I tell Tay? Or maybe I should just keep it. But I wanna know what that dream meant. Do I have feelings for Off or was it because he said

"If you were gonna date a guy why didn't you choose me?" After remembering what he said again, I choose to slap myself from this imagination. I guess its just a normal reaction upon hearing the statement.

I decided to go out. Being with him in the same room is suffocating my thoughts. It was still pretty early so I'm sure we won't need to go home yet. As I was going out and taking a walk in the hallway, I caught a glimpse of New.

"Gun? What are you doing up so early?" He asked me like he wasn't up as well.

"And you?" I asked back.

"I asked you first." He told me. This is what I like about New, he's strong willed and never backs down.

"Okey fine, I was clearing my thoughts, I had this weird dream that I can't tell anyone so it bothers me. How about you?" I asked him trying to sound casual.

"Tay kept on bothering me in my sleep, I understand he misses me but can I just get a little time for myself?... so I was taking a walk here to go visit the flowers in the rooftop garden. They told me it was famous here." He explained. Without any thought I decided to join him. And we chatted on our way to the rooftop.

As we opened the door at the end of the stairs, a beautiful scenery awaited us. It was like there was a new dimention in the rooftop. First thing that greeted us was the line of roses and begonias by the side and a bunch of pansies in the center part. Most of the flowers were colored purple and it overpowered all the colors in the rooftop in a very nice way. I looked up and from the sides, violet orchids were hung up in a row. It was lovely and relaxing at the same time. Since it was still early we decided to watch the sunrise from up here.

"I never knew about this, I'm glad I got to see it as well" I told New as we were busy admiring the garden. He just smiled and took a lot of pictures with Tay's camera. I guess he likes taking pictures like Tay too. They really do fit together.

We sat down the only bench in the garden and gazed at the view below and above us.

"Gun?" New got my attention.

"Don't mind me asking, but did Tay say anything about our plan to you?" I nodded and he smiled.

"He was really excited." I added to ease his mind. I guess he was having fears as well too. Of course it was really unusual.

"Really? Let me tell you a something." He told me. I was curious so I was really invested.

"Do tell.. I love hearing sentiments from other people." I encouraged him. Somehow being with New made me forget all the weird things happening in my head and this was one of those opportunities to get a lot more closer.

"Actually it's not really that big but even Tay doesn't know this. So please don't tell him." When he said this, I was taken back. Okey this is getting interesting.

"Ok tell me.. I'll keep my mouth shut as promised." I assured him as he looked at me.

"I'm really scared. I have doubts. About this." He said. I didn't want to interrupt so I kept my mouth silent.

"I don't mean about our relationship because trust me I would give up my life for him and I know he would do the same." I nodded as he continued talking.